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Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, Me, ns, randomness, soccer
Okay so 2012 is 2+ hours away. It's going to be the year that we all die anyway. Fuck why MAYANS??? WHY???
Hey but there's a lot to look forward to.
2012 GB Olympics.
Euro 2012.
UEFA Champions League Final Munich.
Personally, It's going to be a year where I am academically well off. Financially not too bad since I managed to get those tuition assignments & AMP might call me back. Also building a nice reputation in SP with a chance to join SPOT (Whatever that is).
Looking back, 2011 has been a great year. From 6th Feb 2011 when I, SGT Muhd Shazly ORD from SCDF to getting into Singapore Poly (which I nearly cried) to meeting people that really made my day hellishly good. Thanks to my latest cousin Davin, my 1A/29 kids & noona, Veronica! I got to know what it's like to love & hate someone at the same time. To getting my fucking GPA of 4 (FUCKYEAH!!!!!). Not to mention being an adult! Awesome stuff really.
So now back to 2012, got a few thing that I want to do before I get blown away by tsunamis & stuff.
1)Get into SPOT
2)Hit my target of 50kg
3)GPA > 3.5
4)Pass my Financial Advisory exams
5)Get into DIT HOT or DBIT
6)Hook up with a girl (like damn despo sia)
7)Soccer!!!
8)Gonna be a tad more religious
9)Get a Vespa....(Challenge Accepted!)
10)Gotta be a good daddy for my kids =)
Lastly, make sure that I somehow be on better terms with my family. Not sure how to do that, but I refuse to let my nephews live in a world where they know their uncle as a close door.
Hey so cheers to the new year. 2012 had better be nicer!
Thursday, 1 December 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, poly, randomness
OK I’m posting a picture of Gain for no reason at all. Just felt like it. Lame…
Anyway MSTs are next week. I’m pretty confident about acing DBMS. I have no hope for ISEC. I pray that I can get by NOS. DVDE & WCD are also done, which is a huge sigh of relief for me. Can’t wait to get this term over. Simply stressful.
& I need to find a damn job. ASAP…
Oh & here’s the nominees for the FIFA XI:Goalkeepers: Gianluigi Buffon(Italy, Juventus), Iker Casillas (Spain, Real Madrid), Manuel Neuer (Germany, Bayern Munich), Victor Valdes (Spain, Barcelona), Edwin van der Sar (Holland, retired, formerly Manchester United).
Defenders: Eric Abidal (France, Barcelona), Dani Alves (Brazil, Barcelona), Ricardo Carvalho(Portugal, Real Madrid), Ashley Cole (England, Chelsea), Patrice Evra (France, Manchester United), Rio Ferdinand (England, Manchester United), Vincent Kompany (Belgium, Manchester City), Philipp Lahm (Germany, Bayern Munich), Lucio (Brazil, Internazionale),David Luiz (Brazil, Chelsea), Maicon (Brazil, Internazionale), Marcelo (Brazil, Real Madrid),Alessandro Nesta (Italy, AC Milan), Pepe (Portugal, Real Madrid), Gerard Pique (Spain, Barcelona), Carles Puyol (Spain, Barcelona), Sergio Ramos (Spain, Real Madrid), Thiago Silva(Brazil, AC Milan), John Terry (England, Chelsea), Nemanja Vidic (Serbia, Manchester United).
Midfielders: Xabi Alonso (Spain, Real Madrid), Gareth Bale (Wales, Tottenham Hotspur),Sergio Busquets (Spain, Barcelona), Cesc Fabregas (Spain, Barcelona), Andres Iniesta(Spain, Barcelona), Kaka (Brazil, Real Madrid), Frank Lampard (England, Chelsea), Nani (Portugal, Manchester United), Mesut Ozil (Germany, Real Madrid), Andrea Pirlo (Italy, Juventus), Bastian Schweinsteiger (Germany, Bayern Munich), David Silva (Spain, Manchester City), Wesley Sneijder (Netherlands, Internazionale), Yaya Toure (Ivory Coast, Manchester City), Xavi (Spain, Barcelona).
Forwards: Lionel Messi (Argentina, Barcelona), Cristiano Ronaldo (Portugal, Real Madrid),Wayne Rooney (England, Manchester Utd), David Villa (Spain, Barcelona), Samuel Eto'o(Cameroon, Anzhi), Sergio Aguero (Argentina, Manchester City), Neymar (Brazil, Santos),Didier Drogba (Ivory Coast, Chelsea), Zlatan Ibrahimovic (Sweden, AC Milan), Luis Suarez(Uruguay, Liverpool), Radamel Falcao (Colombia, Atletico Madrid), Edinson Cavani (Uruguay, Napoli), Karim Benzema (France, Real Madrid), Mario Gomez (Germany, Bayern Munich), Robin van Persie (Holland, Arsenal)
YAY Bayern has 4 dudes in there. Totally deserved really.
Hoping to impress for MSTs. I WANT TO CHANGE COURSE. Siallah I cannot handle all the damn designing I have to do in year 2. Hoping for the best.
& no, I have not made ANY headway with her. She's like jumping from 1 guy to the next in some bloody "Get away from him(me)" game. I'm probably overreacting but still!!! It's annoying really.
& I found out she's been crying recently. & since she WILL not tell me anything, had to send my agents out for a little espionage (lame I know, humour me please). & they failed to get my info. Highly suspect she knows I'm behind this.
Damn it don't you know it hurts me seeing you sad or being bullied. & that it hurts that you no longer trust me. It seems clique,mushy, plain gay but you know I love you. Why do you keep running away.
Fucking despo sial. HAHA screw itlah. Birthday's on the 3rd. Wonder who remembers...HMM???
Auf Wiedersehen.
Wednesday, 16 November 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Germany, randomness
Haha ok have to admit, Poly 50 was a fun moment. I went from virtually knowing 1 guy from my CCA to know a bunch of seniors. Best part, made the vice-president buy me milo!!!! THX MILO-GIRL!!! =P
Nonsensical day really. Enjoyed it totally. Sadly I broke Afifah's pink hairband that day. Felt completely lost. Hais such is life I guess.
School'l been loads better. Coping with DBMS fairly well. Love WCD. Putting in hell of an effort for my Visual Design. Clueless about ISEC & I'm grateful that the NOS teacher bothered to help us out for MSTs. Of course class been the usual crazy self.
Interestingly I completely lost it today & nearly got myself into a bloody fight. Very thankful my bros were doing all they can to slow me down & calm down. No idea what came over me though. A red mist effect if you will.
Guess I'm just fucking sick & tired of people taking advantage & bullying of her, even if it's her friends.
Screw this. She's not my girl. Got no bloody authority to be angry any ways.
GERMANY BEAT NETHERLANDS 3-0!!! Sweetness. =)
Auf Wiedersehen random passerbys!!
Thursday, 6 October 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, randomness
Yeah it has been about 3 weeks later...
Brown Eyed Girls' Sixth Sense came out. Always happy to see Gain performing. Shall move on before I go crazy over Gain again...
Bought me a new phone. Samsung Galaxy Ace. Quite nice & simple to use. Considered the Nexus but decided on the Ace because it was far more Shazly-friendly. =)
School in 2 weeks time. Need to be more pro-active for CCAs now so that SP will want to give me scholarship. Hence being more involved for Astro Club & possibly getting into floorball, depending on my friend's decision. Or else it's clear cut Rock climbing for me.
& my class changed from 1B to 1A...like duh. Saw the 1A modules, yeah I'm not getting a 4.0 come end of semester 2.
Still job hunting, as always. Wished the timetable came out. Need to plan my damn schedule...
& Bayern Munich are on a roll. 11 straight clean sheets. Either Neuer is good or the defence is holding up real nicely. Like to think it's both.
Auf Wiedersehen random passerbys
Wednesday, 31 August 2011
Labels: Bleach, poly, randomness, typical day
Yes it's TOP from Big Bang. I just love the fact that he can pull off a pink suit. Genius.
I had a 5 min conversation with my sister just now. It really mean't a lot to me. Not to mention I visited my mum & 1st sister yesterday for Hari Raya. They were totally surprise by my arrival & the fact I've been praying recently. Religion is not one of my family's strongest points.
Nevertheless I'm glad I made the choice to answer the call of Allah. Proud really despite all the Islamaphobia. People should realise that Islam is no different from other religions. We all preach the same things anyway.
Saturday was awesome. Met up with Hilmi, Rizwan, small Fir, Farhan & his bro for iftar & DotA/Generals. Overnight too! Walk pass the Elections Building loads of times. Watched the Liverpool-Bolton match at some pub for free. Ate at some restaurant where Fir & the boss are like bros. Had intellectual conversations with Rizwan & Hilmi about my finances & this teacher from Japan. I still remember the question brought up by this wise man I should say;
"What are 3 things that cannot be moved in life?"
"A cow for its meat will taste different if it was reared in Tokyo rather than Okinawa"
"Wine for its taste will be affected by the different weather conditions"
"Your woman for she WILL change if you move her"
Absolute respect.
& I must thank Hilmi & Rizwan for the help with my study problems & what to do with it. & of course with my love crisis. I really must say, they truly tested my love for her with some hard, direct questions & criticism. Made me a better person. Thanks
Should I let go? Yes
Would I let go? No. & I have no damn regrets about it. She is the one who truly broke my heart & yet somehow this broken heart still loves her.
Rather moronic? Maybe?
The day will come when she finally realises who has always been there for her no matter what happens. Even with all my financial issues & my lack of family support, I would still provide her with the support she needs. I will earn the right to be loved by her one day. I will work for it if I have to.
Blind love really.
Fuck it I don't care. Years of being humiliated, tortured mentally & bullied have made me this way.
Today's interview was frightening. 3 deputy directors from my school. Sat down & practically told me what to do really. Have to thank them along with the nice kak at the counter along with my Personal Tutor for their support. I won't disappoint. 4.0!
& I got a fucking job! Not literally of course. Still nice feeling =)
& I'm seriously considering picking up boxing. Need to build up my ego a bit. Can't be small forever!
Lastly, it's Bulan Syawal. & i just like to say this to the mat rep. I am sorry. I don't really regret with my aggression & threats. You ought to know where I was coming from. & I know you're hurting badly right now (I assume so). So mintak maaf. If you ever need a wise old (3 years makes a whole of a difference, believe me) man to talk to, well you have my twitter & Facebook.
What is the point of being the better senior if he cannot raise his juniors to his level?
& who said old people were frail? Just ask the Old Man.
Ciaos people!
Monday, 27 June 2011
Labels: Bayern, poly, randomness, soccer, typical day
Just watched Singapore U16s lost 4-3 on penalties to CR Flamengo. I never really expected the Singapore sides to last in the Lion City Cup. But having outwitted the likes of Everton, Newcastle & Juventus, there is hope for Singapore soccer I guess.
Thank you Cubs. You've don what the ASEAN Football winners of 2004 & 2007 couldn't do. Inspire an entire nation. Well done boys.
So apparently Thursday I had to go for a miserable IExperience visit with my class. It was absolutely hard to get classmates to RSVP to the DAMN Facebook event. But once that got settled, the visit was somewhat...
A WASTE OF MY DAMN TIME
1) Why talk about NBN when it's already being implemented?2) The make-up booth thing is completely unreal3) Internet TV? Try Laptop with Youtube/Mysoju etc.
But it was after the visit which became fun.
Poor Sean was being interrogated here by Xinkai, Zach, me, Davin, Afifah & Chiat about a chin matter
Us at the DNA-like bridge
En route to Esplanade
Step want parkour all
The damn wishing well that sucked all my $$$. FARKLAH CHEEBYE
Ok so maybe Thursday wasn't so bad after all. Friday was pivotal as I learnt what happens when you leave your notebook on with Zach & Gerrie around. Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone!
Meanwhile Saturday was great for one reason....
$99 well spent. Happiness right now.
OK MSTs tomorrow & I need sleep. Goodnight & Good luck guys. Auf Wiedersehen
Thursday, 16 June 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Me, poly, randomness, something interesting, typical day...maybe not haha
OK so last night in Singapore there was a lunar eclipse that was ruined by rain obviously. Pretty awesome night actually. I had presumed that the people from SP Astro were nerdy, un-cool etc. They are actually! Haha but they were an awesome bunch of people to be around with. Below were some random moments at 3-4 am at Mac's
& strangely enough, I've turned poetic!
Below were some I came up with :
"Oh She who towers above the rest,
Her strength match only by her will,
Like the thunder & lightning from the skies,
Her will shall descend from the heavens above.
Her divine punishment shall will itself,
upon those of wrong"
This was based on the one I wrote to describe Komamura Sajin's Bankai
"Your passion burns brightly as the flames of war.
Your kindness soothes like the gentle cooling waters.
Your dreams soar infinitely like the skies above.
Your beliefs stay firm like the earth beneath us.
Perfect girl. That's what you are. <3"
She. Described in 4 elements.
"Her skin white as Winter's snow.
Her voice as innocent a Spring's blossoms.
Her happiness as vibrant as Summer's warmth.
Her calmness as cool as Autumn's breeze.
She's perfect."
My personal favourite. Her in 4 seasons
"Unshakeable, stable loyalty. That's all I can offer you baby."
Quoted to describe Komamura's loyalty & mine.
Sudden outburst of philosophical moments. Nice really. & I really do mean every word I said above
<3
& It's absolutely nice to finally have someone whom I can have intellectual conversations with. Finally met someone my age who knows about quantum mechanics, String theory, Dark & anti matter, Time paradox etc. Refreshing really. Most people I know won;t understand a word I'm saying when I talk about these things & end up I'm mistaken for being an arrogant, know-it-all, show-off. Feels Nice to know there's a similar me out there.
=) Ciaos random passer by.
Saturday, 4 June 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, poly, randomness, soccer
One on one vs Justin
Me trying out goalkicks
Justin...not sure what he's doing here
Poor Alex playing barefooted...hope the blister doesn't bother you too much.
SO yesterday was awesome really. Went to catch X-Men 1st class with Vincent, Joey & cat Yenting. Joey is totally in love with Professor X. (Expected). Then went randomming around at JP's Kiddy Palace.
Yes I love huge Teddy Bears...IT IS NO SIN!!!!
Today went over to visit one-eyed Justin. He's fine..Alhumdulilah! Just that he might drop PES. Be strong mate The ciao-ed for goalkeeper training. Thx boys for the stress release & not for the continuous poking fun at!!!
Had a serious chat with Alex about love & family. I thank you very much. Honestly I was really losing faith in Allah until you talked to me. Maybe I was wrong? I've been too sensitive lately with my sister. I should learn to give & take. & I should learn to think rationally. No way can my problems of this magnitude can ever be erased so easily. & I should make my viewpoint heard amongst my family members.
I know Allah made me go through all these hardships for a reason. From a useless father, domineering mother, ignorant sisters to JC nightmare to A Level misery to my NS horror. He knew I would survive each moment & I believe he has a plan for me.
Forgive me Allah for losing faith in you. Even if I never find anyone to love, I know that you will never stop loving me.
Thank you.
Thank you for the support man! I won't forget it.
& today I found out something horrifying....that people are put off by my childish-ness.
My heart really got shattered there. Reminded me of the moment Syahid told me in JC that 0723B alienates me because of my BO.
Completely devastated. It's not that I want to be childish...but if I really show my serious side, I'll kill you due to my dullness.
If I've offended anyone this way...listen I'm absolutely sorry for it....I am so sorry....I just didn't want people to think of me badly.
=(
"Sometimes the person who tries to keep everyone happy is the most lonely person."
Monday, 30 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, randomness
Found this on my Picasa Album..after a full 4 years of not using it...
This was in 2006. CBSS 4E1. My best class ever. FYI I'm the black dude near the metal cabinet at the back...
More of me & my ex-class. Pity I no longer keep in touch with them...
We actually posted this outside our class!!! It's a picture of an Indonesian comedian!!! HAHA lame crap really
Me during my CIBTC in 2007...fun times also
Teachers' Day in 2007.
I can't believe all these photos still exist. I'm like beyond shock actually.
Randoms reallyCiaos ppl
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, poly, randomness, saddest moments
Tyreal, Archangel of Diablo
I'm deeply conflicted.
Seriously conflicted.
Unbelievably conflicted.
Someone has been bothering me lately. She's been absolutely unreasonable. She expects me to visit her every week. It's like I can't even have my own free time. I mean I'm already working on Saturdays & I delegate all my school work on Sunday. Why must I drop everything just to visit you? I outgrew you a long time ago. & now you come back demanding things to be your way? Why should I listen to you. You weren't there during the most pivotal moment in my life...
When will you just let it go?
& I really hate this feeling...
Reminds me of me & the kiwi. Nice moments we had. Pity nothing really happen. & history shall repeat itself? I wonder if I should do anything....
Rock-climbing was awesome really. Did the 15 deg slope & straight wall. Fell off the 75 deg one though. At least I tried!
& Thursday....
I really do miss my NSF days. Can't wait to go for Night training again. Meet up with my NS friends. Disturbing my Sir again...
If you were wondering, among all the NSF-Officer relationships, me & CPT Tan Y S was the closest. He was the only one who could reign me in & I really treated him like the father I never had.
I miss hanging out with people my age. THose guys & their madness. Can't wait for tomorrow!
& if you wondering why Tyreal?
I hope to see the light soon enough. Maybe Salam & co. can help me out.
=)
Ciaos random passer by....
Monday, 16 May 2011
Labels: poly, randomness
Been a hard 2 days really...
Working non-stop for 2 days, I'm really tired. Not to mention all the IDiscover, SMM, TCS, Math,Java homework to do.
Not forgetting certain duchess to entertain. Fcuking hell won't she get it that I hate going there...
AT least the Bundesliga's over. Match day 34 ended 2-1 for the Bayern side against Stuttgart. & Gomez finishes as top scorer! Well done man.
& I keep having this strange feeling all the time. I really miss her. I do. Arghh I really miss her. I really need to think about something else & get her out of my MIND!!!
Random picture of my SP life so far!!!
Right after DMIT BBQ...nothing better to do...
My "wife" & I...I not looking at the camera by the way
The FIFA 11 boys!!
My class at FUSIONPOLIS
I have this say. this class is way too fun compared to my previous classes. The girls are so bullied by me & Vince, especially Yenting & Limei (my wife). & plus I have K-pop fans too!
Really they're the best I have so far. =)
Auf Wiedersehen
Saturday, 7 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, korea, Lol, poly, randomness
Match day 33 in the Bundesliga & with 3rd firmly in their sights, I sincerely hope that Bayern Munich won't screw it up against St Pauli, the guaranteed relegated team. Hopefully with Robben & Luis Guztavo back in the line up, it would be a routine win for Die Roten.
& I can't wait for Diablo 3. Suppose to be very nice. Just mashed up Diablo, Mephisto & Baal in Diablo 2. Nice really.
& I'm starting to hate school. It's really irritating. With constant Java programming, an Idiscover lecturer who speaks in what I perceive as a foreign language as I know nothing about C-Panel ++ & whatever he speaks of. TCS & SMM are okay really. Math is surprisingly easy (OMG I can't believe I just typed that).
I rather not say anything about General Education.
Woke up at 2 today. Goes to show how tired I am...
& I'm still longing for her. Fcuk I'm being such a retard really.
& last week watched THOR!!. Heimdall is awesome really. Pity in the Nordic mythology he is the announcer of Ragnarök, Twilight of the Gods.
ARGHH DUNNO WHAT TO TYPE ALREADY!!!
& yes please check out EPIK High's new album, Pieces Part One. Umbrella ft. Younha is unbelievable.
Bye random passer by
Saturday, 30 April 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, randomness
Tired.
That sums up my week.
From picking CCAs to becoming class reps to God knows what else, I'm really tired right now.
Originally picked Floorball. Sadly it's on Saturdays so yeah I'm not giving up my $80 per day salary. Not a chance at all.
Joined TaeKwonDo instead. Along with a very nice club, SP Astronomers' Club. Anyone who has know me long enough would have know about my fascination with the stars, planets, Pioneer & Voyager Missions, black holes, nebulae etc. Feels pretty nice to join this club. Beats the boring, common stuff really.
Seriously tired. Need to sleep badly. Tomorrow working from 9am to 3:30 pm. At least there's Thor after that.
& I can't stop thinking about you A#####!!!! Wo Ai NI!!!
(Bad attempt at Mandarin)Tonight Bayern Vs Schalke 04. God bless the Bavarians!Ciaos random passerby
Wednesday, 27 April 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, pathetically stupid until I dun even know why i wrote it, poly, randomness, saddest moments, UCL
Wow I don't really know why do I feel so emotional right now. Maybe it's because of all the pretentiousness in school. When will I find the day where I can just sit down somewhere in school & just read my books quietly? God knows really. With all the lessons all packed up together & mostly spending my breaks on FIFA 11 or with my classmates (which are hell a lot better than what I expected) I feared the worst really before coming to SP. Thought it was going to be yet another IJC despair for me really.
Then again it's only been 3 weeks after all.
& seeing you with another guy makes my heart rip apart really.
A#####
How I really love you.
(Sighs)
Why the fuck am I so emo right now????
& Schalke lost. As a German football fan, I'm disappointed with the Blues' performance. So much hype about their fortress-like Veltins Arena came up to nothing.
As a Bayern Munich fan however...
In your face!!!! Haha...
I need to get my head fixed up seriously. I don't like being so emotional. It's so attention-seeking really.
Unless subconsciously I do want attention. Odd really since I am like in the middle of the class really (guys at least, I hope!)
Arghh seeing her Facebook display picture with another guy really bums me out. I so need to get a life!!!
Bye random passer byes....
Friday, 25 February 2011
Labels: Bayern, korea, randomness
Bayern took partial revenge for defeat to Inter Milan in last season’s Champions League final with a narrow but hugely valuable victory in Wednesday’s re-run, Mario Gomez scoring the only goal of the match in the dying seconds to hand his side an away goal and the lead going into the last sixteen second leg.
A Julio Cesar howler at the stroke of full time allowed Gomez to prod home the winner after 89 minutes of jaw dropping all action & all attacking football.
Revenge is sweet. Can’t wait to see if Bayern can do it again in the return leg. But 1st, there’s BVB to handle.
Been a few weeks since ORDing. Been job hunting, playing Civi 5, Football Manager, worring about Poly admission. & watching All My Love. I really miss the Adam Couple.
I still have the episodes thankfully.
Nothing left to say.
Bye my random passer by(s)
Sunday, 19 December 2010
Labels: Bayern, Me, randomness
This is the biggest week yet.
Monday > Interview for Police
Tuesday > New graphics card
Wednesday > Another interview
Thursday > Christmas eve people
Friday > It explains the Blastoise Christmas theme
Plus applied for a few other jobs. Hoping for the best really. Really frightenend right now. All sorts of anxiety now. As Chandler would say, " Fear, anxiety & a whole lot of sweating!" Really hoping my luck would pull through here.
Bayern playing Stuttgart tonight. Hoping Van Gaal's men beat the crap out of them. & do it again in the Deutcher Cup a few days later.
Fingers crossed!!!
Happy holidays random passerby!
Sunday, 31 October 2010
Labels: Bayern, just a thought, Lol, randomness
Ok these days I feel like screaming a lotFull of anger, ragehappiness, joyHence the picture, Sokaro's Madness
& after months of bull-shitting,sweet talking,angkat-ting bola(s)sabo-ing NSFsrunning away from dutiesbeing all Godly evil...
My sweet SGT is on my shoulder now...(insert evil laughter)
& Bayern won, yet again. A 4-2 win over Freiburg.better than nothing I guess.
Life's good I guess. & I have no idea what the Lich King has to do with my post actually. Just found it nice & I wanted to post it up.
Hope for the best for my university.I will change the meaning of innovation some day.
Till then..CIAOS
