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Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, Me, ns, randomness, soccer
Okay so 2012 is 2+ hours away. It's going to be the year that we all die anyway. Fuck why MAYANS??? WHY???
Hey but there's a lot to look forward to.
2012 GB Olympics.
Euro 2012.
UEFA Champions League Final Munich.
Personally, It's going to be a year where I am academically well off. Financially not too bad since I managed to get those tuition assignments & AMP might call me back. Also building a nice reputation in SP with a chance to join SPOT (Whatever that is).
Looking back, 2011 has been a great year. From 6th Feb 2011 when I, SGT Muhd Shazly ORD from SCDF to getting into Singapore Poly (which I nearly cried) to meeting people that really made my day hellishly good. Thanks to my latest cousin Davin, my 1A/29 kids & noona, Veronica! I got to know what it's like to love & hate someone at the same time. To getting my fucking GPA of 4 (FUCKYEAH!!!!!). Not to mention being an adult! Awesome stuff really.
So now back to 2012, got a few thing that I want to do before I get blown away by tsunamis & stuff.
1)Get into SPOT
2)Hit my target of 50kg
3)GPA > 3.5
4)Pass my Financial Advisory exams
5)Get into DIT HOT or DBIT
6)Hook up with a girl (like damn despo sia)
7)Soccer!!!
8)Gonna be a tad more religious
9)Get a Vespa....(Challenge Accepted!)
10)Gotta be a good daddy for my kids =)
Lastly, make sure that I somehow be on better terms with my family. Not sure how to do that, but I refuse to let my nephews live in a world where they know their uncle as a close door.
Hey so cheers to the new year. 2012 had better be nicer!
Saturday, 28 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, soccer
A Guy proposes to a girl.She rejected him.
He was sad at first, but got over it the next day.
His friend asked him...
Aren't you depressed? Sad etc..
Don't you feel anything?
Guy replied....
I lost the one who wouldn't love me.
She lost the one who would love her the most....
For your info I edited this from a Facebook post from some group. So I've chosen to not be all emotional about the fact I put myself out in the open & got shot down like some Luftwaffe plane in the Battle of Britain.
Yes that shall be my decision. No point ruining a nice, crazy friendship with awkwardness. I may not be the most handsome, most smart, brilliant or cash-loaded guy around. I'm pretty forgetful most of the time anyway. I really doubt I can be a good boyfriend actually .... Besides, I miss annoying her.
But I am the "would-be-there-when-you-need-me-the-most-sort-of-guy". That's for sure.
Besides who knows, she might feel for me someday in the future.
& I would be waiting, no worries. =) I'm not going to move on. I'm just going to see this in a whole new way.
Picture time...when back to help out my bros at CD with the MRT night trainings...some random shit here
Me with the dry toilets
Entrance blast door...10 tons of steel-reinforced door
Yes I AM in the tunnel!!!
Really was the best time ever that night. Seeing familiar faces & checking up on them. Most of them retiring. CD is really losing some good veterans...
& rest in peace CPT Goh Liang Keat. You were awesome fun to work with.
OK ciaos ppl....Barcelona vs Man Utd this week. Should be great!
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, poly, randomness, saddest moments
Tyreal, Archangel of Diablo
I'm deeply conflicted.
Seriously conflicted.
Unbelievably conflicted.
Someone has been bothering me lately. She's been absolutely unreasonable. She expects me to visit her every week. It's like I can't even have my own free time. I mean I'm already working on Saturdays & I delegate all my school work on Sunday. Why must I drop everything just to visit you? I outgrew you a long time ago. & now you come back demanding things to be your way? Why should I listen to you. You weren't there during the most pivotal moment in my life...
When will you just let it go?
& I really hate this feeling...
Reminds me of me & the kiwi. Nice moments we had. Pity nothing really happen. & history shall repeat itself? I wonder if I should do anything....
Rock-climbing was awesome really. Did the 15 deg slope & straight wall. Fell off the 75 deg one though. At least I tried!
& Thursday....
I really do miss my NSF days. Can't wait to go for Night training again. Meet up with my NS friends. Disturbing my Sir again...
If you were wondering, among all the NSF-Officer relationships, me & CPT Tan Y S was the closest. He was the only one who could reign me in & I really treated him like the father I never had.
I miss hanging out with people my age. THose guys & their madness. Can't wait for tomorrow!
& if you wondering why Tyreal?
I hope to see the light soon enough. Maybe Salam & co. can help me out.
=)
Ciaos random passer by....
Friday, 21 January 2011
Labels: it's the end., korea, ns
Just watched Jo Kwon & Ga In's last episode of WGM. I'm so traumatised. They use to bring me so much joy. Can't forget those times when I was bored in office. Or during the night trainings.
Those were the days...
At least there's All My Love.
& today's practically my last day of NS. Left with next Friday (which is relaxed) & 3rd Feb (CNY eve). Gonna miss NS abit. No more lounging around in office. No more Korean Songs at full blast. I must remember to take back the pictures of Ga In nuna on my table. No more annoying people.
It wouldn't be so hard if life at home was a tad better.
With my sister being all baby-mood, I'm becoming the punching bag all the time.
I should move out soon, before it gets even worse. I hate change a lot. But it can't be helped.
I sorry for being such a loser.
Wednesday, 12 January 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, ns
It's like so sudden but the Adam Couple's run on WGM is over....sadness....I will never watch WGM ever again now....dun really like the rest of the couples...sadness...GAIN NUNA!!!!!!
Ok got that out now....
FYI 9 more working day to ORD-ed
Have officially entered the ORD mode....sheer awesomeness really.
Next up, SMU or SP or ICA or MBS
See how, & I can't wait for the Bundesliga re-start. Luiz Gustavo had better be worth the millions Bayern spent.
Ciaos ppl!
Sunday, 17 October 2010
Labels: Bayern, korea, ns, randomness, uni
Finally 3-0. Been waiting for ages to see this scoreline for Bayern. What a ridiculous start to the season. Losing to Mainz, held by Werder & Koln. Finally a decent Bayern result
I bet my VSCC people would recognise this picture =)
& I have a huge chance at university again....God please save me!!
The last part suddenly reminded me of a racist joke I've heard (can't say it here)
CIAOS WORLD!!!
Sunday, 10 October 2010
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, ns, soccer
I'm trying to be nicer...
Yup, going for a "Let's be more nicer, less mean programme"
Step 1) Be nicer to my family
How? By actually caring about them. Actually remembering their birthdays, help with the kids, look after my dad abit, actually talk to my mother
Step 2) Be nicer to friends...
How? Haven't figured that one out yet...will do so in due time
Step 3) Be nicer to my office mates
How? Being the future SGT!!!, I should try to help out my guys more. Play on my administrative strengths more since I'm physically pathetic.
Step 4) Have more faith in GOD...seriously..
& God bless Bayern Munich. Save them from their disaster of a season.
& I hope she'll fall for me....sigh!!!
CIAOS ppl
Saturday, 18 September 2010
Labels: Bayern, just a thought, korea, ns, randomness, soccer, uni
Just came back from visiting...still love those pineapple tarts!!!
Here's the updates so far
Quite happy with life really.
Though I wish I could say the same for Bayern Munich. Simply disaster of a start. 1 win, 1 draw, 1 defeat. Dismal really.
OK have to go, people to meet, things to see
Ciaos till next week.
Seriously I'm wondering whom I talking to here really. Will someone please tag....sounded desperate
Wednesday, 11 November 2009
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, saddest moments, soccer
Seriously, my blog's fucking boringlah...& vulgar (That's a given really)
Taken from http://soccernet.espn.go.com/news/story?id=697123&sec=europe&cc=4716
Germans have reacted with shock and disbelief after national team 'keeper Robert Enke's apparent suicide at a train crossing near Hannover on Tuesday night. The national team have called off training as tributes to the goalkeeper flood in.
Some highlights of his life...
1977: Born on August 24 in Jena in central Germany.
1985: Signs for the junior team of local club SV Jena.
1986: Moves to city rivals FC Carl Zeiss Jena.
1995-96: Makes his professional debut for Carl Zeiss Jena against Hannover.
1996: Joins Borussia Monchengladbach.
1997: Makes Germany Under-21 debut.
1998: Makes his Bundesliga debut in a 3-0 win over Schalke on August 15.
1999: Moves to Portugal to sign for Benfica - managed by German Jupp Heynckes - and is promptly named as captain.
July: Is named in Germany's squad for the Confederations Cup, but does not feature in the tournament.
2002: Moves to Barcelona on a free transfer, but makes just four first-team appearances - only one of them in the league - in three seasons.
2003: Moves on loan to Turkish side Fenerbahce, but terminates his year-long deal after a single appearance in which he is pelted with missiles by the club's fans.
2004:
January: Begins a more successful loan spell with Tenerife, then in Spain's Segunda Division.
July: Returns to the Bundesliga with Hannover on an initial two-year deal.
2006:
September 17: Enke's daughter Lara dies at the age of two from a heart defect.
December 25: Signs a new contract to the end of the 2009-10 season.
2007:
March 27: Makes his international debut in a 1-0 defeat to Denmark.
July 23: Is elected as club captain by his Hannover team-mates.
2008:
October 8: Breaks a bone in his left hand in training with the national team, ruling him out for two months.
2008-09: Named as the Bundesliga's goalkeeper of the season.
2009: September: Suffers a bacterial infection, ruling him out for six games.
November 10: Police in Germany confirm Enke has died, aged 32, in an accident at a level crossing.
Who say's football is just a game. For some, it's a matter of life & death. God bless his soul.
& handling reservists is no piece of cake. Especially when the people around you think you're a gay piece of fuck who can't be an instructor. FUCK it man....
& Faris, it's ok. Some things are just mean't to be.
Ciao people...& by people I mean the random passerby(s) who would read this...
Friday, 30 October 2009
So there's a 4th university coming up. 1st intake's in 2011....
Ironically 2011 is an important year for me...
1) There's that uni...might consider it since it's a design & creative orientated university
That's if NTU's ADM doesn't work out right...
2) O.R.D. yo!!!
I need not explain
3) I'm gonna be a 21 year old
OMG I'm old!!! sians...
4) Will go for lasik...
need to save my eyesight!!!
So today I'm gonna talk about change...so out-of-the-blue right?
Why...
Because people change. They don't hold onto their past anymore. In a few weeks time, poor little Jacky's off to the Army. Soon next year, there's not gonna be Monday Soccer anymore since most of the guys (actually all) are in camp.
That's gonna be a sad day.
Are we going to remember those good times together? Nope... I can hardly recalled the 1st time I joined the soccer group. Neither can I remember the times of Fat Ron's crazy goalkeeping (actually there's some form of recollections HAHA)
The point is...people move on.
That's why people change.
Sometimes people change for the better, like Justin...he's got an outlet to vent his fustrations through goalkeeping instead of being a paedophilic guy.
Others change for the worst, like me...vulgar, brash & plain rude during 7-9pm.
Wonder why I'm typing all this really...
Feels like nonsense now that it's all out here.
It's not really making any sense.
Like random words stringed into sentences...
Can't believe approximately 3 billion internet users are going to read this trash.
Guess I can't be bothered really....looking forward to the greatness of 2011...
Including...
yes...2011 Asian Cup
Saturday, 25 July 2009
I'm no religious man. I'm not one bit saintly really. But it's one thing I enjoy it's an appointment every Friday.
When you're having that appointment, you're totally calm. At peace with yourself. Even with all the uncertainties in life, you don't feel that during that 1 hr plus session. Maybe it's His doing. Or maybe it's some psychological effect. Who knows really?
Had an interesting time in the last few weeks.
Here's the funny version....I fell into a hole
Here's the serious version...I fell into a hole, fell approximately 1 storey down & landed on crap which included concerte rubble & reinforcements.
No worries, only injuries were abbrasions, a very sore back & butt & a bludged ego.
& I'm totally surprised by the sale of Lucio to Inter Milan & Borowski back to Werder Bremen. It's just very odd really.
Feeling bored most of the time really. Sian....CIAO PPL
Friday, 10 July 2009
Labels: Bayern, just a thought, ns
"F.C. Bayern Munich 2009-2010"
It's a whole new beginning right now. Starting from scratch isn't easy, but that has to be done. From releasing legend Ze Roberto to 30M euros for Mario Gomez, Bayern have really changed, hopefully for the better.
Plus their all new home jersey is a nicer change to the strippy red & white of 07-09 seasons.
Did you realise the coaches' jackets remind you of the Dutch national away kit? Wonder why? (P.S. Louis Van Gaal is a Dutchman)
Anyway life's been cool so far. Appeal rejected by NTU while admin life is still a TOTAL bore. Chatting with Anthea was a nice reminder of how simple life can really be. & of course, can't forget chilling in the train with all those medic friends =)
& I feel sad, but I just can't put my finger on it. Strange.
CIAO PEOPLE!
Saturday, 13 June 2009
Ok I totally know this game came out months ago but still...
A) It's totally cool
B) A little ball was capable of deflecting a missile-like blast
C) Master Chief's girl looks nice
D) About C, abit hard to tell...
E) It's the Master Chief!!!!
OK fine, call me a nerd. Call me a geek if you want but hell you have to admit that Halo 3 is cool. Rates as my favourite game after Warcraft 3 & before Left 4 Dead & Football Manager.
Been bored these past few days. Finally got out of medic & been shoved into admin department. Nothing wrong really. But as a hyperactive guy, I've learnt that I can never get an office job when I grow up!
& suddenly I've considered signing on...at SPF of course. As an NPCC officer. This after getting my degree more importantly.
Not talked much to anyone really. Frightening. Thank God it's Sunday tommorrow & I'll have a relaxed job the next few months.
& yes, I still have the one-eye-itis for her. Damn it.
Ciao people. By the way, Real Madrid is just crazy. They'll spend their way to bankruptcy at this rate.
Friday, 5 June 2009
Labels: f......, just a thought, ns, something interesting
Once there was a knight.
Clad in black & steel.
Once the weapon of justice
Now the bringer of doom & destruction
And it was he who walked
Upon the snowy plains of death & sorrow
Soon they rose to serve him
And his cause of justice, pain & death
They who were abandoned
By ones whom they served loyally
Now they seek vengeance
Upon the ones who left them behind
& in the valley of death
He walks undeterred
For in his mind of minds
He thought nothing but them
And the King swore vengeance upon those who betrayed him
I just wanted to try out something different. Don’t think it really worked at all. Doesn’t’ really fit the poem profile but like I said before, I’m not literature genius!
Personally I think this is stupid. How on earth can poisonous gas affect a god-like person like the Lich King?
But I still love his quote, “I will show you the justice of the grave & the true meaning of fear.”
Pure awesomeness.
& MOC is getting more fun. But I want to sleep, hence I’m still pushing for “it”
& it’s like no use talking to her. Shouldn’t have said that I’ve gotten her. Simple mistake really. Sorry Keiran, I’m a bloody liar. HAHA!
Still doesn’t mean I can’t get her…CIAO PEOPLE
Saturday, 23 May 2009
Labels: f......, just a thought, ns, uni
Due to the fact my post sounded freakishly gay, I deleted it. I’m going to remove that damned stereotypical comment that I’m over-emotional. & it starts today.
Wait a minute, I’ve said that before. Ha-ha
Sadly I was rejected by NTU. A depressing thought really. But I know I'll try again next year.
Now for more pressing issues
Just like to say that I’m now just a bloody signature away from leaving recruit life & entering the life as a private. No difference really. Pay’s the same & you still have a blank rank. It’s just that now I can say that I’ve passed a few tests.
1) First Aid & CPR test
2) Rescue Equipment Competency test
3) Firefighting test
4) Standard Obstacle course
5) IPPT
Not forgetting the 10km route march. Strangely it didn’t feel like anywhere near 10km. Passing out Ceremony was a bore, kept fidgeting really. & cleaning up the entire company line is seriously no joke; especially for us toilet pros. Foot drill competition was a flop. I, the Cadet Inspector, screwed up the jadikan squad & the fancy drill kebelakang pusing commands. Alpha won it hands down but I think we clinch second, which is comforting. At least Bravo Company isn’t that bad.
I’m quite glad I’ve finally finished BRT & knew I put it my best effort. No regrets really. I pushed myself to the limit & nearly fainted during the NBC suit lesson. Forced myself to look down while climbing down the triple-extension ladder during Final Exercise (I’m beyond frightened of heights)
It was fun being a Trojan. One thing was that my B.O. wasn’t a big deal to my platoon mates (strange only my JC classmates seem bothered by trivial issues like smell)
I think I’ve become the funny guy again. Seems that I’ve made a impression with many as the joker. BRT has really changed me.
Will I miss my Trojans?
Yes. Not all of them though. I’m sure the likes of Farris, Sharilnizam, Calvin & Tim would know who I’m referring to. Ha-ha
I’ll be praying I get posted to NCDCC along with Tim & Sharil. & Farris, I’m sure you’ll get medic=).
& in far more cheerful news, I’ve stopped thinking about her in that way. I find her annoying now.
It’s a good thing really. I’ve got to learn not to care about some people.
By the way, I’m using Microsoft word to type out this post hence the perfect grammar.
CIAO people.