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Labels: Bayern, pathetically stupid until I dun even know why i wrote it
I want to start with soccer first. I’m quite surprised that Olympique Lyonnais finally lost the Ligue 1 title to Bordeaux. Not that I’m a French football fan or anything but from what I know, Bordeaux isn’t a good side.
& at long last Mario Gomez decides to join the gang at the Allianz Arena for about 30m euros which in my opinion is totally too much! So he joins Ivan Olic, Anatoily Tymoschuk & Alex Baumjohamn as new additions. I’m sure Van Gaal will buy a new right-back to replace decorated quitter Willy Sagnol, the last 2001 Champions League winning player to retire.
& of course it’s Auf Wiedersehen to Massimo Oddo (AC Milan), Sagnol (Retiring due to injury), Jupp Heyneckes (Retirement) & Lukas Podolski (FC Koln).
By the way, I’m hoping van Bommel doesn’t extend his contract. Ze Roberto as well.
I finally managed to go out with the guys. It was quite pathetic since there’re only 4 of us: me, Faris, Sharil & Harris. But strangely enough it was fun. Terminator Salvation was a bit of a bore, though the effects were way cool. Best part was the Arnold Schwazzeneger look-a-like.
& Left for Dead is gory, bloody , freakish but cool.
OOC’s most likely to be tomorrow, that’s if HQ decides to let me go & stick to my request of leaving MOC before haemorrhages lessons. I’m bit sad that I’ve finally failed badly in something. If I could, I would’ve stayed. Then again, I’m not interested in having bloody nightmares & panic attacks all over again.
Read my friend’s livejournal & found something interesting.
“Trust is a myth.”
Sad fact of life isn’t it?
& no, she’s not been talking to me much. It’s depressing really. Coupled by my sleepless nights (due to certain dreams) , it’s tiring me out badly. If only she hadn't been part of the class I hated so much. If only I hadn't targeted her & Brandon in my tirade against the class. I would have tried to tell her. But my confessions only met with cruel mockery & (I believe it to be so) rejection. I am truely saddened.
Nothing significant to say really. Ciao
Wednesday, 27 May 2009
I'm freaking out.
2 in the morning I woke up crying. It's the blood again.
This afternoon's lesson freaked me out. A drop of blood nearly made me vomit.
No one understands that being in the medic profession is a torture for me. Everyone believes I should just see it true. But no one understands how I feel about blood. NO, they claim it to be totally a mental issue. But it's more than that. It stemed from a physical issue. It's now affecting my sanity.
& my sis isn't being helpful at all. She says it's just NS & I should live with it. After 6 weeks I'll fail MOC, go clerk course for 2 weeks & waste my NS life after that.
I need out, desperately.
& yet no one shall hear my plea for help.
Monday, 25 May 2009
My worst nightmare cam true.
Never got into NCDCC
Got into Medic.
I rather be a SRB member than medic.
I have a plan, which I shall not say here lest I get charged by SCDF for unknown reasons.
Just hoping & praying.
Sunday, 24 May 2009
Firstly, Thank you Zul for giving me the idea of a gameplan.
So currently I'm without a university to apply to. Hence I need to come up with a gameplan A.S.A.P
This is my intention:
2009... Survive whatever SCDF throws at me
& pray my Appeal works in my favour
2010...Apply for the following
NIE's Art(Education) for Geography
NTU's Arts, Design & Media again
SP's Game Design
& start praying very hard.
Meanwhile I like to congratulate VFL Wolfsburg for their first league title win in their history.
Praying hard that what my instructors said was true & that I made it into NCDCC.
Saturday, 23 May 2009
Labels: f......, just a thought, ns, uni
Due to the fact my post sounded freakishly gay, I deleted it. I’m going to remove that damned stereotypical comment that I’m over-emotional. & it starts today.
Wait a minute, I’ve said that before. Ha-ha
Sadly I was rejected by NTU. A depressing thought really. But I know I'll try again next year.
Now for more pressing issues
Just like to say that I’m now just a bloody signature away from leaving recruit life & entering the life as a private. No difference really. Pay’s the same & you still have a blank rank. It’s just that now I can say that I’ve passed a few tests.
1) First Aid & CPR test
2) Rescue Equipment Competency test
3) Firefighting test
4) Standard Obstacle course
5) IPPT
Not forgetting the 10km route march. Strangely it didn’t feel like anywhere near 10km. Passing out Ceremony was a bore, kept fidgeting really. & cleaning up the entire company line is seriously no joke; especially for us toilet pros. Foot drill competition was a flop. I, the Cadet Inspector, screwed up the jadikan squad & the fancy drill kebelakang pusing commands. Alpha won it hands down but I think we clinch second, which is comforting. At least Bravo Company isn’t that bad.
I’m quite glad I’ve finally finished BRT & knew I put it my best effort. No regrets really. I pushed myself to the limit & nearly fainted during the NBC suit lesson. Forced myself to look down while climbing down the triple-extension ladder during Final Exercise (I’m beyond frightened of heights)
It was fun being a Trojan. One thing was that my B.O. wasn’t a big deal to my platoon mates (strange only my JC classmates seem bothered by trivial issues like smell)
I think I’ve become the funny guy again. Seems that I’ve made a impression with many as the joker. BRT has really changed me.
Will I miss my Trojans?
Yes. Not all of them though. I’m sure the likes of Farris, Sharilnizam, Calvin & Tim would know who I’m referring to. Ha-ha
I’ll be praying I get posted to NCDCC along with Tim & Sharil. & Farris, I’m sure you’ll get medic=).
& in far more cheerful news, I’ve stopped thinking about her in that way. I find her annoying now.
It’s a good thing really. I’ve got to learn not to care about some people.
By the way, I’m using Microsoft word to type out this post hence the perfect grammar.
CIAO people.
Sunday, 17 May 2009
"Another stalemate"
Yes once again mighty Bayern were pegged down by a gritty performance by TSG Hoffenheim. Eventhough Toni & Ribery combined well during that match, it was yet another defensive flop that gave the match to TSG. Tad disappointed that Bayern failed to win. & now with Matchday 34 looming, Bayern could finish anywhere between 1st to 4th. Really not a great feeling as a Bayern fan.
& I failed to mention that I aced S.O.C. test. Finally I felt so free & unburdened.
Dreamnt about someone last night, nothing erotic FYI! I definitely hate this disgusting feeling. Figuring out what I could do about it. It's definitely annoying & painful really. & I just want to forget her.
Yet I can't.
Is this what people call unrequited love?
I bet it is.
Not looking forward to booking in later. Some people are gonna get bashed by me later!
Now all that's left is...
1) Footdrill Competition
2) Final Exercise
3) Route March
4) OC Night (Don't feel like doing it really)
5) Pass out!
& Thanks YS for the advice.
By the way, congrats to Manchester United for defending their title. Credit to Liverpool for pushing them so hard.
Saturday, 16 May 2009
Labels: Bayern, just a thought
"Total Football Revival?"
So the news articles at ESPN were spot on. Louis Van Gaal, former AZ Alkmaar, FC Barcelona, AFC Ajax & Holland manager will take the reigns over at Allianz Arena next season. Will be cool to know that a great manager with a lot more experience is taking charge at the club since old-timer Ottmar Hitzfeld (who is now the Swiss national team coach)
Perhaps a revival of the famous 1970's Ajax Total Football style?
I got a shock of my life when I went on facebook today. I thought she had a boyfriend. Turns out it was a girlish joke, nothing more. But for the 5 minutes I panicked like mad. Does it mean I still have feelings for her? Wow I never saw that one coming really. & here I figured 7 weeks of hell & like 4 months of zero-conversation with her would help.
Apparently it didn't.
This is a bad thing. I wanted to move on but with my current "relationship" not going as well as I've hoped, this will just complicate things even further.
What happened to the good old days of innocence?
I guess it's part & parcel of growing up.
& I'm getting irritated with my imeem player. Why is it playing just 30s of MY uploaded music? Changing player A.S.A.P.
Next week's the best & worst week of my life. Footdrill competition beckons along with route march, final exercise & Passing Out Parade. Made worst by the fact that there has been renewed interest by the PTIs in me. So desperately hoping for a place as a NCDCC instructor. Though I wouldn't mind PTI. Would love the glamour plus way more cash!
Perhaps blogging tommorrow. CIAO
Saturday, 9 May 2009
Labels: fXXXX
"Failure"
It's the worst case senario really. & it really happened.
1) Absolutely no reply from NTU. Which leaves me the desperate option of going to Poly
2) Failed SOC thanks to the damned Swinging trainer shit.
3) Nearly failed to go PTI course, desperately hoping for NCDCC Instructor course instead
4) Failed to get her to talk to me. Thankfully I had help. But it's not going as well as I'd hoped. Sian.
So many failures in one week is really fucked up. Seriously.
Felt like shit when they pulled off my nametag during SOC. Nearly wanted to punch the PTI's face.
Sigh. & I realise I'm leaving a lot of lines & using loads of "fuck".
Fuck it. I'm not in the mood to be all nerdy.
Ciao.
Friday, 1 May 2009
Finally I am just one obstacle away from clearing my SOC test. Just left with the monkey bar-like obstacle. Plus passed (I think) my Rescue Equipment test, though probably barely.
Possibly failed to get into PTI course due to inability to swim. Means after 7 weeks of training, I'll probably just get a clerk job, 8-5 type boring stuff. A bit sad to know that my effort wasn't good enough for a really cool & respectable job.
At least didn't get the God-forbidden job. (Some people knoe what I mean)
Good old Jürgen Klinsmann got the sack, about time really. Now Jupp Heynckes, who brought 2 Bundesliga shields back to Bayern's Olympiastadion, is set to make his second stint at the Allianz Arena count by ensuring Champions League qualification in just 5 matches. This would mean Bayern have to win all their final 5 matches to ensure qualification & a shot at the title this season.
Interesting to see if Heynckes can pull off a miracle with a demoralised, injury-ravaged & transfer-rumoured squad.
Tommorrow we shall see. FC Bayern Munich vs Borussia Mönchengladbach
Still no word from NTU. Getting really worried.