Saturday, 31 December 2011
2012
Saturday, December 31, 2011
Okay so 2012 is 2+ hours away. It's going to be the year that we all die anyway. Fuck why MAYANS??? WHY???
Hey but there's a lot to look forward to.
2012 GB Olympics.
Euro 2012.
UEFA Champions League Final Munich.
Personally, It's going to be a year where I am academically well off. Financially not too bad since I managed to get those tuition assignments & AMP might call me back. Also building a nice reputation in SP with a chance to join SPOT (Whatever that is).
Looking back, 2011 has been a great year. From 6th Feb 2011 when I, SGT Muhd Shazly ORD from SCDF to getting into Singapore Poly (which I nearly cried) to meeting people that really made my day hellishly good. Thanks to my latest cousin Davin, my 1A/29 kids & noona, Veronica! I got to know what it's like to love & hate someone at the same time. To getting my fucking GPA of 4 (FUCKYEAH!!!!!). Not to mention being an adult! Awesome stuff really.
So now back to 2012, got a few thing that I want to do before I get blown away by tsunamis & stuff.
1)Get into SPOT
2)Hit my target of 50kg
3)GPA > 3.5
4)Pass my Financial Advisory exams
5)Get into DIT HOT or DBIT
6)Hook up with a girl (like damn despo sia)
7)Soccer!!!
8)Gonna be a tad more religious
9)Get a Vespa....(Challenge Accepted!)
10)Gotta be a good daddy for my kids =)
Lastly, make sure that I somehow be on better terms with my family. Not sure how to do that, but I refuse to let my nephews live in a world where they know their uncle as a close door.
Hey so cheers to the new year. 2012 had better be nicer!
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, Me, ns, randomness, soccer
Monday, 26 December 2011
Christmas
Monday, December 26, 2011
& yes it's Boxing Day today. Explains the lack of people at POMO just now.
Spent the holidays watch Mythbusters. Really feel like I don't have a life at all (You don't say?). Anyways headed out to meet Shahid & Mus for LAN & lunch. Pretty nice finally getting out of the house. & thanks to Swenson's salmon, hit 1/2 of my protein quota in one meal!
Heading back to school tomorrow to finish up DBMS assignment & ISEC report. Then Wednesday for some SP Open House thing. Thursday reading M5 in the library. Friday maybe going out with my kids again. =)
Life is nice now.
Auf Wiedersehen!!!
Labels: a moment of thought, Bleach, typical day
Friday, 23 December 2011
1 more week left
Friday, December 23, 2011
Been working at my DVDE design for about a week now. & it's finally done!!! & now it looks nothing like the picture. Posted it because it looks nice. But yes my theme is still FC Bayern.
& I got into SPOT interviews. Honestly I have no idea what the hell is SPOT, only that it's suppose to be a good thing. Hope it's no waste of time. Gotta work ( I have another tuition job now!! ) & study for my M5 exam & do my DBMS & ISEC assignments & code up my WCD assignment. & I'm suppose to fit in a CCA. Damn it why am I so useless at time management!!!
& I did a calculation about my protein intake just now. Found out I'm eating less than 1/2 of what I'm suppose to eat in the 1st place.
NOT COOL AT ALL!!!!!!!!!!!
OK promised myself to get up tomorrow & eat my damn breakfast. Which I will. Exactly what time will I wake up remains an utter mystery though. & I have dinner plans at Al-Amin...cool story yo!
OK nights people!
Auf Wiedersehen.
Alles Gute.
Labels: Bayern, poly
Thursday, 15 December 2011
Holidays
Thursday, December 15, 2011
Hopefully in a few months time (By March), I'll be forced to wear ties & jackets to work.
Financial advisory's going well. Making sense of the theory needed. Slightly. Going to work hard at it to make a future for myself. Something that I can be proud of. I don't want to end up aimlessly walking around after poly. Seems strange, wasn't I suppose to enjoy my poly life? How did that become taking things seriously? Bleak outlook on life? Sad really. Guess I have to find some form of happiness. All this negativity is bound to be unhealthy really.
Honestly, I'm doing this to forget her. Bound to meet someone new, special while I'm at my job.
But I can't. Dream of you ever night.
& I cry because my stomach hurts.
Got to work at DBMS, HTML, CSS & ISEC assignments. All the guys seem to be enjoying themselves or working their asses off. & I'm going to use 2 weeks to get back into shape. Training hard for my IPPT in January. Again it's just something to aim for. & need to head back to SP to settle some finance matters. Next week perhaps.
Cage soccer was brilliant. Meeting up with a few of the Monday Soccer Guys was nice. Did myself a huge favour by pulling off some nice saves. Maybe it's the pitch? Or the lack of pressure? Or the fact I just want to play? Who knows? Busted my finger though... Just when I wanted to start climbing again.
All My Love is back! Did I mention I love Son Ga In??? Bet all the posts about Brown Eyed Girls, Adam Couple & Doo-Joon's picture above gave it away...
Gotta keep focus!
Auf Wiedersehen random passerby
Labels: a moment of thought, soccer
Wednesday, 7 December 2011
Tough Times
Wednesday, December 07, 2011
So while people take licenses for driving cars or motorcycles, I'm taking a license in financial advisory. Seriously. Not kidding at all. Already paid $107 for the M5 modules. Still have M9 & M9a to take before end of February.
Brilliant really. I could be doing this for a living after I graduate!
ISEC was cool. Not particularly easy but most certainly do-able. Same deal with NOS. Wasted that I couldn't remember the Command Prompt syntax. 6-8 marks gone just like that.
DBMS on Friday. Got to stay focus on it. No FIFA 12 tomorrow. No distractions. Just focus on mastering ERD diagrams & MSSQL syntaxes.
Had a chat with my DDM teacher. She gave me hope to stay in the course, saying that I would do fine as a interface & user designer rather than those artistic designers. Also considering DBIT & DIT's HOT concentration since I'm practically heading into the finance & business line. Must say I'm pretty surprise about how much thought I've put into it.
& yeah, going to try to walk away.
Since I'm of no use to you.
Since I have nothing left to offer you except for my loyalty & sincere feelings (which are not good enough for you).
Since I am nothing but a nuisance to you.
Since I mean nothing to you.
Since "
get over it" is what you want.
& just for the record, it did hurt.
I shall quote the Liverpool slogan, "You'll never walk alone".
Hope you can find someone who is twice of me. If you can L.O.
Auf Wiedersehen random passer by.
Alles GutLabels: a moment of thought
Thursday, 1 December 2011
Now or never
Thursday, December 01, 2011
OK I’m posting a picture of Gain for no reason at all. Just felt like it. Lame…
Anyway MSTs are next week. I’m pretty confident about acing DBMS. I have no hope for ISEC. I pray that I can get by NOS. DVDE & WCD are also done, which is a huge sigh of relief for me. Can’t wait to get this term over. Simply stressful.
& I need to find a damn job. ASAP…
Oh & here’s the nominees for the FIFA XI:
Goalkeepers: Gianluigi Buffon(Italy, Juventus), Iker Casillas (Spain, Real Madrid), Manuel Neuer (Germany, Bayern Munich), Victor Valdes (Spain, Barcelona), Edwin van der Sar (Holland, retired, formerly Manchester United).
Defenders: Eric Abidal (France, Barcelona), Dani Alves (Brazil, Barcelona), Ricardo Carvalho(Portugal, Real Madrid), Ashley Cole (England, Chelsea), Patrice Evra (France, Manchester United), Rio Ferdinand (England, Manchester United), Vincent Kompany (Belgium, Manchester City), Philipp Lahm (Germany, Bayern Munich), Lucio (Brazil, Internazionale),David Luiz (Brazil, Chelsea), Maicon (Brazil, Internazionale), Marcelo (Brazil, Real Madrid),Alessandro Nesta (Italy, AC Milan), Pepe (Portugal, Real Madrid), Gerard Pique (Spain, Barcelona), Carles Puyol (Spain, Barcelona), Sergio Ramos (Spain, Real Madrid), Thiago Silva(Brazil, AC Milan), John Terry (England, Chelsea), Nemanja Vidic (Serbia, Manchester United).
Midfielders: Xabi Alonso (Spain, Real Madrid), Gareth Bale (Wales, Tottenham Hotspur),Sergio Busquets (Spain, Barcelona), Cesc Fabregas (Spain, Barcelona), Andres Iniesta(Spain, Barcelona), Kaka (Brazil, Real Madrid), Frank Lampard (England, Chelsea), Nani (Portugal, Manchester United), Mesut Ozil (Germany, Real Madrid), Andrea Pirlo (Italy, Juventus), Bastian Schweinsteiger (Germany, Bayern Munich), David Silva (Spain, Manchester City), Wesley Sneijder (Netherlands, Internazionale), Yaya Toure (Ivory Coast, Manchester City), Xavi (Spain, Barcelona).
Forwards: Lionel Messi (Argentina, Barcelona), Cristiano Ronaldo (Portugal, Real Madrid),Wayne Rooney (England, Manchester Utd), David Villa (Spain, Barcelona), Samuel Eto'o(Cameroon, Anzhi), Sergio Aguero (Argentina, Manchester City), Neymar (Brazil, Santos),Didier Drogba (Ivory Coast, Chelsea), Zlatan Ibrahimovic (Sweden, AC Milan), Luis Suarez(Uruguay, Liverpool), Radamel Falcao (Colombia, Atletico Madrid), Edinson Cavani (Uruguay, Napoli), Karim Benzema (France, Real Madrid), Mario Gomez (Germany, Bayern Munich), Robin van Persie (Holland, Arsenal)
YAY Bayern has 4 dudes in there. Totally deserved really.
Hoping to impress for MSTs. I WANT TO CHANGE COURSE. Siallah I cannot handle all the damn designing I have to do in year 2. Hoping for the best.
& no, I have not made ANY headway with her. She's like jumping from 1 guy to the next in some bloody "Get away from him(me)" game. I'm probably overreacting but still!!! It's annoying really.
& I found out she's been crying recently. & since she WILL not tell me anything, had to send my agents out for a little espionage (lame I know, humour me please). & they failed to get my info. Highly suspect she knows I'm behind this.
Damn it don't you know it hurts me seeing you sad or being bullied. & that it hurts that you no longer trust me. It seems clique,mushy, plain gay but you know I love you. Why do you keep running away.
Fucking despo sial. HAHA screw itlah. Birthday's on the 3rd. Wonder who remembers...HMM???
Auf Wiedersehen.
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, poly, randomness