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Labels: Bayern, just a thought, Lol
Schweinsteiger's double saves Bayern's frightening night in Basel.
When Frei scored the opening goal. I actually thought it was going to be yet another vs Mainz 05 show. Clearly they need a new tough-tackling, no-nonsense defender. Badstuber is clearly not good enough. But credit to his free kick which set up Bayern's winning goal.
& hello Farhan (special mention!!) Consider tagging please. My tagboard is dead. =)
Being a bit more positive right now. VSCC next 2 weeks means freedom from the overly stressful environment. Just not looking forward to the ADO duties...sians.
& I should really forget about getting the 22 year old.
Too mature (I think)Too into careerShe's a lot nicer looking than meI never had a chance did I?
Wish Allah was nice enough & send me a nice girl to dot on (sheer lol-ness)
CIAOS ppl....remember...Mia San Mia
Sunday, 26 September 2010
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, randomness
Seriously, old Star Wars movies always make me laugh...
Now recently I've been forced to grow up, literally. Having to be more independant, find my own food, job, play-time etc. It's a nice feeling actually. No one to actually order you around. No one to judge you for your errors. You get the picture.
But there's a dark side to it, hence title.
There's responsibility (enter Darth Vader music!)
Yes, RESPONSIBILITY!! (Darth Vader music keeps on playing)
See I know I have no one to depend on. So I have to plan my finances, time, interests carefully. No real time for relationships, no time for waste-of-time outings, just time devoted to being an adult. & for a nearly 20 year old, it's really frightening.
I hate the fact I have no one to turn to for help.Sigh....
Wish I was married already.... (imagining married life)
Better not I guess, HAHA
BAYERN MUNICH LOST AGAIN....fcuk ccb-kiaTotally need a new centre-back & a right-back too. Plus a new keeper as well.
Ciaos...cya next week for more random ramblings again!
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
Labels: randomness
It was only Saturday that I found my life to be rather OK. 
Such is life....
I really wonder why sometimes I actually bother to be so impressive. To be so hardworking. I know I can't simply match those awesome people on the ground, who's skills surpass me by a mile. I can't even carry most of the things there. So in return, I chose to make my administrative work a cut above the rest. I made sure no one could match my abilities in this area. But still I get the complains, the rejections, the noisy reactions etc.
Why?
Why do people question my right to be promoted?
Why do people believe I'm nothing but a screw-up?
Why do people just not like me?
Am I that repulsive?
Am I that "resistable" for a better word?
So many questions. Not a single answer.
I know I shouldn't complain. I mean there're those with lives more fucked up than mine & they didn't deserve this. Forgive me for being self-centered but what the fuck did I do to deserve all this fucking nonsense.
I hate being weight down by all these expectations. All the burden.
Sometimes I really do get tired of living.
Wish I could just find someone & talk to him or her & not be judged about it.
Saturday, 18 September 2010
Labels: Bayern, just a thought, korea, ns, randomness, soccer, uni
Just came back from visiting...still love those pineapple tarts!!!
Here's the updates so far
Quite happy with life really.
Though I wish I could say the same for Bayern Munich. Simply disaster of a start. 1 win, 1 draw, 1 defeat. Dismal really.
OK have to go, people to meet, things to see
Ciaos till next week.
Seriously I'm wondering whom I talking to here really. Will someone please tag....sounded desperate
Sunday, 12 September 2010
Labels: a moment of thought
Just here to say
Selamat Hari Raya!
Maaf Zahir dan Batin
Translates to Happy Hari Raya
Forgive me for all the crap I've done etc
OKOK I'm not really sure but I am sorry!
Will be busy as usual!! CIAOS!
Saturday, 4 September 2010
Labels: Job well done, korea, Me
Finally finished the superbly & utterly stressful visit. Disappointed that some people tried to interfere & make their own judgments & forcing me to do damage control all night long. Irritating though.
Went out with the trojan gang yesterday. No one change despite the different vocations & all. Nice really to be accepted in a group of friends. (I haven't forgotten the god old JC days HAHA)
nothing much to say really...need to sleep more really. & plan for my future starting in 5 months time!
CIAOs ppl. Cya Next week!!