Today marked the last day of being in a Year 1 class. Honestly I couldn't have asked for a better class. I first stepped into poly, thinking I would be this weird old guy. Actually I did end up being a weird old guy. At least I was wanted. Thank you I guess, for accepting my flaws. & for figuring out ways to make me feel better about myself.

I most certainly enjoyed the special, nonsensical moments we had. From the usual pizza sessions we had to us heading down to town for IExperience visit. To even the daily chores of heading for 8am classes, searching for seats in the food courts, being pissed with SMM, or even uniting in our arguments against teachers. I enjoyed every last moment of it.

& though as time when by, we started sticking to our cliques. The lepaks guys of XK, myself, Davin, Chiat, Zane, Limei & Afifah. Or Zach with his 3 tetris girls. Or the Power Puff Girls + Sean & Vincent. & of course the loners. I am sorry that I never got to know you guys better. I watched & I tried to be that guiding light for all of you. I learnt more about each & every one of you. Some of you guys told me things you wouldn't even tell your parents. For that trust you've shown in me, I am grateful. & I am sorry, that I have failed to bring all of you guys together.

For some, we might end up being in the same class. For others, this will be where we shall part. & though moving on & saying goodbye is part & parcel of life, may we never forget the memories we've shared or the experiences we've had together as a class. There are so many things I wanted to say just now at DBMS class. But I know I'll just end up crying & I wasn't in the mood to embarrass myself in front of you all. I wrote each & every one of those letters with careful thought, a few tears (which might have smudged some letters) & a lot of love.

& I've said my piece to you. Yes it took me 1 frustratingly long year for me to gain the courage to say what I really felt about you. & yes it does hurt that you've chosen someone else instead of me again. But at least you know what you really meant to me. At least you know the truth now. I will always be there to comfort you. To be the one who picks up the shattered pieces of your heart if anything else happens. & I will painstakingly piece back every broken shard, just to show you that what it means to love someone unconditionally.

I love you Limei Oh.

Goodnight class. Please study & do well for our last 3 tests of Year 1.

Regards,

Muhd Shazly

your class rep & friend