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Due to a request by Willy to blog...I shall do so then.
Friday was a nightmare. So many problems with the UG Camp. The NCOs and the teachers want different things. So why did I allow myself to be dragged into this?
Because it's my last event.
A pity that the JC system isn't like a poly. 2 years instead of 3.
& Bayern mantain that 7 point gap over Hamburg with a 1-1 draw with Nurnberg.
Thank God it's Monday tommorrow(soccer...)
Honestly Huijie is totally right...
SOCCER > EVERYTHING ELSE
I always imagine myself as one who would never be demoralised by anything. I thought I could take everything in stride. I was so wrong.
Skip council meeting to settle some stuff. Then went for Speech Day training. Saw their completely black faces. I thought it was because another CI scolded them. Or maybe because when I took them, i was abit too hard on them.
Then again my voice was gone, how to shout loud enough for everyone to hear?
I thought to myself," Nevermindlah"
The CI consoled the cadets. Then I overheard one of the cadets commenting on my insistence of a "ke belakang pusing" & poking fun at it. It was a cadet I had high hopes for.
That hurt the most.
Already my class hates me.
Grades are on the decline.
Now my cadets don't like me.
Completely demoralised. They don't know CIs got feelings.
Won't be looking forward to Friday's rehearsal.
Just went and read Mr Willy's(who is not a whale unlike the name suggests) blog entry. Read & saw so much pain, misery & regret. & I ask to myself,"What about me?"
For a man who is such an arrogant bugger, it's pretty amazing how I got at least 1 relationship. & the 2 months just flew away as I saw the horrific bithcyness she had(thank God only 2mthslah!). & the the trail ends. Am I lousy at relationships? Am I just that SUCKY!!
I can't even answer myself.
& now I look back at 1 year 3-4months of JC.
Regret after regret after regret.
First was the dumb choice of going there.Then was the stupid subject combination. Th cap it all off, my choice for a CCA.
Nothing to say really.
17 1/4 years old already & I'm still merely 43.5kg. An absolute regret not putting in effort.
& the last regret, listening to them & lying about a near-fatal accident.
My God,
I'll probably burn in Hell for this.
& they say,
To error is human, to forgive is divine.
Bayern fire past Wolfsburg 2-0 to seal a place in the Berlin showpiece against Borussia Dortmund. In the span of just six minutes, Ribery & Klose gave the Reds a spot in the finals itself.

Oliver Kahn: "It was a very, very important match for us as a team, after the last couple of matches failed to go according to plan. It was never easy today against a good Wolfsburg side. It was especially hard in the first half, but we improved in the second period, we totally dominated possession and prevented Wolfsburg creating any clear-cut chances."
Miroslav Klose: "Once you've made it to the final, you obviously go full out to win it. I've played in the final once, but it was a lost cause after four minutes – when Bayern were already 2-0 up."
Quoted from http://www.fcbayern.t-com.de/en/news/news/2008/15577.php?fcb_sid=1064357f15500eda2b0e8b65ab54aa05
Labels: Job well done, NPCC
3 days & 2 nights worth of highs & lows. Only 15 were around & at the end, 15 future CLs were created. Woah so chim sia.
The CIs! with stone faces
So many CIs came down to help. The most in CBSS' history lorr. 6 in total. No words could describe my experiences with the Sec 3s
CIs again
During the Special Programme, they were suppose to write well wishes & comments. I kept their comments about me in a photo frame
Them during the drills sessions
The CI who slept at 3am just to write advice to his Sec 3s..yawns..ehh what's Claudia doing at the back arr?
To the Sec 3s,
You guys worked so hard during those 3 days. I'm glad that all of you united to try & survive the camp. I'm sure you guys will do fine when you all become CLs.
Monday,
Went back to school for Geography & Chemistry. Learnt a lot about Cambridge markers & Organic Chemistry. Went home to slack abit & then came a rain-soaked soccer. So few people came.
Jacky,Dhana,Zhen Yi, Wei Ming, Daryl, Raj, Justin, Faiz.
But it was funlah. But very wet.
Tuesday,
Woke up damn late & tried studying. I'm ok with Nitrogen compounds & Energetics.
I had this wierd conversation with Justin about what will happen when we die. So far the Lord Megatron & Crown Clown agreed that we will become all knowing. Although he believes we will go the heaven, get a queue ticket & wait for our turn with Him. But I believe that we would enter this room with this huge flat screen TV & He would be using a remote to play back our sins on the TV.
Wierd conversation.
We didn't win at all. Came in 5th. But it was a nice experience.
We first lost 3-2. Zhen Yi & Jacky on target. But a last minute shot went pass me.
Then it was 4-1 to us. Jacky scored a hat-trick & Dinah sloted in one.
We lost 3-1 in the end. Raj scored the consolation goal. Zhen Yi deflected a shot pass me.
It was a nice experience on the hold, considering it's my first street soccer competition. The rest said I was "power". Probably a good thing. My gloves really gave me an upperhand when dealing the long powerful shots.
5th to me is very good. BLANK ROCKS!
Went shopping today. Realised my Lotto Golden were spoiling so bought mew shoes(See above picture)
New gloves as well. Adidas Response Junior
total: $75.90
Damn expensive to be a street soccer goalkeeper.
& I am scared of my competition tommorrow!
It's quite something to be expecting a U grade & then you find out you got a C for Malay. It's incredible.
Nearly cried out today. C grade is pretty impressive for a F9-ner like myself.
More incredible news. Real Madrid dumped out by AS Roma.
Bayern Munich obliviates Anderlecht 5-0 in Belgium. Rangers & Florentina beat Werder Bremen & Everton 2-0 respectively. Leverkusen's the 1-0 winner in the German derby with Hamburg. Bolton drew 1-1 with Sporting Lisbon.
A lot of good news.
Sunday is my street soccer competition!
Team Jacky rocks!
lame**
It seems odd to be labled withdrawn. But when my Economics teacher walked up & say,
"Shazly, are you ok?"
"Cool"
"I'm worried. You seem more withdrawn nowadays"
"Withdrawn?"
"Compare to last year, at least you talk often to people(like Afiq or Adil), now hardly do you talk"
Not an exact quotation but the idea is there. Am I really that withdrawn? My Maths teacher said the same thing. While my Chemistry teacher has been checking up on me once in a while. Am I going crazy again?
Malay results tommorrow. Aiming for a S grade.
NPCC tommorrow as well.
Anderlecht vs FC Bayern is tonight. We shall see what happens at the Constant Vanden Stock Stadium.
Very proud of SK Fenerbache & FC Schlake 04 for making it to the last 8
bye
The Club Manager/Coach: Muhammad Shazly Bin Zain(Fabio Capello)
The Players:
1)Zhen Yi
The big size trusted defender. A hard hitter with long range shooting skills. Reminds me of Rooney.
2)Jacky Lim
Small, fast, quick with the ball. Cristiano Ronaldo is who he's like.
3)Shazly
An old retiring goalkeeper. Still alert & with his fast reflexes, he can pull off some insane stunts. An Oliver Kahn to the end.
4)Raj
Small, insanely fast & quick with the footballing skills. He's our dribble king. Simply too hard to stop. Essien is who he is.
5)Dinah
A marksman with a pin-point accuracy. Rarely misses a chance to shoot & quite often it's on target. He's Adebayor!
It's my first competitive competition since cracking my metetarsal bone/toe bonelah. Wonder if I can still pull off the dives. So far today my keeping is good. Hope the form continues!
Bye
It's been a week since I last posted. Needed a lone journey for a while. & now I'm back.
The withdrawel sucks. Sure I got the course, but I don't think I want to leave. Looked through the NTU courses & I found this particular course.
NTU's Information Engineering & Media.
There's also Computer Science at NTU & NUS's Computing(All specialisations & Entertainment Technology)
Now I'm very blur.Leave or don't leave?
I know my council will miss me. Sarah & XT would be sad. Willy would be disappointed. Tuhin might murder me. Jiayi will be like OMG!!
I honestly cannot imagine the rest.
Syahid will slap my face & then tell me to do what I want. Jem would say I'm lucky. & Anthea might join me & leave for NAFA.
I don't want to blog such sucky stufflah.
Friday was a bore in the morning. Afternoon was a whole different ballgame. 2 NCO's had uniform while the rest...
Still Sec 2 & 3s are fun!
So is bullying Siti.
Alumni Meeting was a good one. Ideas were there but no proper plan set. That will be done next meeting. & the Sec 4s idea of a UG Camp is interesting.
Saturday was awesome. Went to the Singapore Flyer. The wheel is damn huge! & the landscaping done was cool. My dad made a volcano out of cold water(the irony) & loads of realistic but totally fake boulders!
Football now...
Arsenal drew 1-1(sad day)
But Bayern won 1-0! An early Miroslav Klose strike send the Bayern Reds past sorry Schlake 04 in Arena Auf Schlake. YAY!!!