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Today's the last day of Febuary.
March 6 is coming real soon. It's supposedly the day the GCE A Level results would come out. Though I find it odd that last year's MT results weren't on the same day as the other results. According to my JC friends, March 6 is also when the MT results of 2008 will be released.
Am I scared?
Nope.
Lost all hope really. I am resigned to pursuing SP's Game Design.
Unles by sheer fluke of luck I get straight Bs & earn a spot in ADM.
What if....
Thursday, 26 February 2009
I went back seeking an answer. & I think I got the answer. If I was given the chance, if I managed to get into the NTU faculty, I'll go for the course. CIAO
Age isn't everything.
A virus, made in 2009, probably state of the art. Even Norton Antivirus couldn't find it.
A computer, Windows XP made in 2002. The best game it can handle is FM 2008 & Warcraft 3.
Who do you think won?
Quite thankfully it was the computer, with a gritty performance from Windows Onecare & a Safe Mode operation.
Goes to show that modernity doesn't alwayas ensure victory.
My computer has been Invaded by a virus.
It's seen as nfewsb.exe or lsass.exe.
If anyone's reading this, can you tell me how to remove it?
& people who know me, if you happen to receive emails or MSN messages. Do not open them.
1) Half of the emails are pornographic in nature.
2)The virus will transmit itself to you.
Monday, 23 February 2009
There's a saying, "In football, the loneliest person in defeat is a goalkeeper."
I honestly wonder why I bothered playing sometimes.
I remembered the 1st time I started playing soccer, Sec 1. Back then I was the irritating defender, always intercepting & always getting in the way. Then in Sec 2, goalkeeping became appealing to me. I constantly worked hard during those recess periods, trying to learn the ropes. & the in Sec 4, I finally played for my house. Screwed up though.
I remembered how some in my JC made fun of me because of my performance in the inter-house games. BTW it was 7-0. I wondered how on earth did I gain the rank of being the best Sec 2 goalie in my school.
I played soccer just to fit into my secondary school class. But it became fun & suddenly it was a hobby. But lately it's been downhill all the way. My legendary form, once claimed to be the best in the Blk 181 court, gone...
Today, I flopped out & gifted 3 stupid goals simply because the ball slipped out of a gloved hand while others made downright impressive saves with their bare hands. Today I failed my team.
I don't even know why I even bother trying to be someone whom I'm not.
I'm a nerd, not a goalkeeper.
I guess what Brandon said was true.
In the end the only friends I'll make are ghosts. Because I'm nothing but a fraud.
Sunday, 22 February 2009
Been absolutely hectic so far.
1) No news of my beloved.
2) My sis is now totally mature...aka mrs
3) Bayern has disgraced itself once again
4) Am bored out of my mind
5) The stupid corn isn't gone yet
6) Who the hell is .:????
7) The corn...THE CORN..it's bloody irritating
8) Sun Plaza National Library needs to stock up more books
9) Wondering if I should go for NP training...my maroon!!! sobx
10) ERM...I'm not really sure...=P
Tommorrow is soccer. Hoping for lights & a bit of good form.
Found a quote today. "& we're just shadows passing through."
Interestingly true. Humanity nowadays is insignificant, meaningless & of little value. Just look up & see the millions of stars.
Imagine if the sky was a A3 size paper. This would represent a speckle on that piece of paper.
Quite humbling. Makes you believe something is out there. That we're not a lone. That God decided that humanity was too corrupted & created whole new civilisations in his image. Makes you wonder, does my existence really matter?
Think about it.
Thursday, 19 February 2009
I'd just wanted to say something about Monday Soccer. It's bloody crazy.
I wonder why on Earth did we play even though the lights were dead (considering complaining to PUB about it!!!) until 9:10-9:15???
Coz we love soccer a way too much.
& so Bayern finally say deal's done with Ukranian defensive player Anatoily Tymoschuk from Zenit Petersburg. Wonder how much was spent on him? Considering Bayern signed Ivan Olic on a free transfer.
Hopefully this will show to European clubs out there that the Bundesliga does buy players, not just sell.
Irritated by the fact there's no news on the beloved A Lvl results.
& for my ADM portfolio, I'm gonna do a photo gallery on football, literally. =)
CIAO..& Hopefully SAFFC can become the 1st S-League team to play in the AFC Champions League.
Sunday, 15 February 2009
I'm here to answer Mr Yan Rui's question now. He's YR on my tagboard.
I quote from his blog," If management = perfect, everyone = world peace, life = paradise"
What is management? Not of time, space or people but in general?
Mr YR, management isn't perfection, where life is a utopian state.
Management is when you are yourself. When you go through life and deal with life's irritants & pleasures in your own way. Who says management had anything to do with perfection. The very basis of management is flawed simply because it is a human concept. Humanity is flawed YR.
Management is control over one's life. Not in what will happen but rather how the happenings in life are dealt with.
You believe you lack management because nothing is going right in your life. Wrong. It is because you have dealt with your issues wrongly. Once that is solved perhaps then may you finally achieve...perfect, everyone = world peace, life = paradise...utopia basically.
I have no idea if this helped YR. But maybe it did.
CIAO.
I wished those blasted A Level results would come out soon.
Went for NTU talks yesterday. Meet a few people like Grace, Yu Shan & Chun Kit! ADM talk was a lot more interesting. Funny nearly all the faculty teachers are foreigners though. Wonder why?
Wanna get started on the portfolio ASAP but can't.
WHERE'S MY RESULTS?????
Wednesday, 11 February 2009
By the age of eighteen,
One would expect himself to achieve a few things in his/her life.
Know right from wrong.
Plot a future for him/herself.
Work hard to achieve success.
Yet I've done nothing of the above. & I wonder why....
Answer: I make very bad decisions.
& Feb 14 is coming, & like since time memoria....I AM FRIGGIN ALONE AGAIN.
Sucks...Being alone sucks...
& I left a lot of lines...not knowing why though.
CIAO.
Friday, 6 February 2009
"The big quesion"
Today was the first time in like 5-6 months that I've been back at NPCC. & of all the days I've picked, it had to be on promotion day. At least it wasn't a total loss.
Tuesday, 3 February 2009
"Goodbye Sagnol"
Head coach Jürgen Klinsmann spoke of “a great loss for Bayern and the game of football. Willy was outstanding both as a player and a personality.” Speaking on behalf of the dressing room, Zé Roberto said he was “very sad. I’ll miss him a lot.” France head coach Raymond Domenech was “deeply moved”, describing the news as “dramatic. He was a great player.”
It's sad to see a career end in injury but Bayern has been no stranger to such sad departures. A few years back promising Sebastian Deisler, German hero during the 2002World Cup retired due to injury. Today loyal defender Willy Sagnol says goodbye.
I remembered the first time I saw him playing, 2001 Champions League semifinal versus Man.Utd. He was so brilliant with his dribbling & creativity. He's playing career was rewarded with numerous trophies & a World Cup runners-up medal.
He lived the dream of many aspiring footballers. Unfortunately his leg was not on his side.
Makes you think about how lucky you are to be an able person. Makes you thankful for what you already have.
“The Säbener Strasse was home to me. I’m leaving now, but my heart’s still here.” Sagnol,2009
Monday, 2 February 2009
NIKE'S TIEMPO MATCH
Okay I wanna show off abit. It's my new gloves!!!!
Of course mine are black & white, as with all my other previous gloves. I believe Justin has this model. Sadly the Adidas Junior was ripped to pieces, thus sparking the need for a new pair.
Goodbye Adidas Junior. Thank you for being such a loyal pair of gloves. From my 1st & only competition to that clean sheet record of 7 matches to the 23 goals in one night record.
Sorry for being so emotional. They mean't a lot to me.
I'm hoping for a good run later on, as a "baptism of fire" for my golves.