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There are just sometimes when I just want to punch someone (without my fists ending up bandaged) I hate the fact that I have to set the benchmark simply because people subconciously expect great things from the A level graduate. I'm no hero. I'm no flawless person. Yet I can't make mistakes. Me making mistakes only brings disapproval & humiliation. No need for harsh launguge or angry tones. Their disappointment alone is all they need to punish me. But when other do mistakes, it's a scolding or a lecture & the evil is over. It's hard to live up to such lofty expectations without draining oneself out.
It's hard when people don't appreciate the things you do. They don't understand the rational behind my actions & think differently. It's hard to mantain some semblance of sanity in an office of chaos.
It's even worst when the people at home keep pressuring me non-stop. I hardly have the time to just let go. Constantly being battered by responsibility that others my age rarely face (some of them at least). I have to live up to her every whimp & demand. Why won't people understand that I'm just too tired to carry on?
Played my best game last night. Strangely I play well when I'm the only keeper around. No expectations, no competition, no need to conform to the norms of goalkeeping - saves, dives, splits etc. I love playing with eccentricity (forgive me for my spelling). I love playing just because I'm in the court.
When will people just lighten the burden on me?
Sunday, 18 July 2010
Labels: randomness
Seriously, I wouldn't want to be a sea-faring captain 100 million years ago. The thing above could take apart an oil tanker. Bloody hell.
As one could tell, I've been reading about sea monsters. The styxosaurus above was suppose to be Nessie from Loch Ness. Imagine having that thing in a lake in the middle of Scotland. How believable is that?
& I totally screwed up on Friday night.
Damn it.
Fcuk really.
CIAOS ppl...from the deeps.
Sunday, 11 July 2010
My computer crashed 2 weeks ago.
Today I celebrate a revival....
Totally happy right now.
Congrats to Germany for their 3rd place finish, yet again. & pity to Miroslav Klose, who missed out the chance to score 2 more goals to better Ronaldo's 15 at the World Cup. His 14 goals in 3 World Cup Finals (2002,2006,2010) equalled Gerd Muller's 14(1974 & 1978).
Thursday, 1 July 2010
Labels: Germany, something interesting
Recently been playing Diablo 2 to prelude myself to Diablo 3. & I must say, World of Warcraft's winning formula came from this game.
For a 1990s game, the cinematics & gameplay are well done.
Can't wait for Diablo 3....
& Germany took down England 4-1. Stunning really.
The quater finals go as followed:
Uruguay vs Ghana (Can Ghana do yet another upset?)
Germany vs Argentina (& there will be red cards in this match)
Brazil vs Holland (Samba football vs Total football)
Spain vs Paraguay (Will Villa fire his way yet again?)
Waiting for tommorrow to kickstart the Round of 8 matches...
CIAOS