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Labels: a moment of thought
D Gray Man's Allen Walker...loved it during JC. Was one way to relieve stress lolz
1st time with the cue stick...totally nooblah
Ini pertama kail aku nak blog dalam bahasa melayu. Bukan pasal aku takut orang tengok ape yang aku tulis kat sini dan lepas tu berbual-bual pasal hal aku. Tapi pasal nilah cara yang aku rasa lebih selesa untuk melepaskan diri.
Aku nari betul-betul bingit nak mampus. Maaflah aku ni Tuhan. Kenapa kau membuat aku rasa macam gini? Ape yang aku telah laku pada zaman dahulu? Ini pasal aku pernah memukul orang, buat hal untuk orang lain? Ni ape..”Time to repent?”
Apesal aku punye keluarga macam gini. Bapak dah lari, mak macam giler, Kak long macam step tak tahu gitu, kakak favourite aku macam tak nak tahu pasal hal-ekhwal aku....sedih seh. Balik dari sekolah, aku selalu main komputer sampai pukul 1 lebih. Tak keluar pun....macam aku tak de kehidupan gitu...
Abe kat sekolah, i rase macam aku paling bodoh punye bodoh...sampai nak macam mampus gitu. Macam mane aku kasih kawan aku meyakinkan aku untuk buke rasia aku..untuk bilang perempuan tu aku suke dia? Bodoh seh. Sekarang aku kat kelas, depan muke dia, aku step macam okok aje. Tapi kat hati aku....BINGIT AKU NI...PANAS HATI AKU NI...SAKIT HATI seh aku ni. Aku tahu, perempuan tu dah kate dia tak rasa semacam aku. Dia nak aku lupe dia. Terus terand, senang seh aku nak lupe dia. Aku dah buat dengan perempuan lame tu. Tapi aku tak nak. Lagipun sekarang aku rase, kau tengah pikir yang aku dulu-dulu step nice dengan kau hanya pasal aku suke kau. Itu pasal aku cube nicer sikit dengan perempuan lain...tapi SIALAH!!!!
Aku dah geram giler ni... rase nak tumbuk tembok...nak bantai orang..nak buat diri aku dari jambatan pun ade jugak. Ni panggil sial betullah aku ni. Kalau aku diam aje, mungkin aku tak macam gini. Sekarang bile kau jumpe si budak Liverpool tu atau budak-budak tahun dua atau lelaki kat luar..aku rase macam sial...cemburu to the max!
Sialah....aku tak nak macam gini seh. Aku nak macam dulu, boleh lepak-lepak dengan dia...macam relak aje...sialah apesal aku bodoh macam gini??? Dah dulu kat JC aku bodoh, end up satu kelas tak suke aku. Nanti jadi macam gini lagi. Dah dulu aku nak bunuh diri...aku rase aku confrim buat punye kalau kat poly pun jadi macam JC..
Sialah nasib baik sikit sabtu ade session dengan kawan-kawan bola aku...Maaflah..serious aku tak ingat aku akan jadi macam sial macam gini. Aku dah bohong kat muke kau untuk 2 hari...aku dah rase dosa rabak....
Nasib baik orang tak akan ambik ni satu text pergi google translator. Lagipun aku type bahasa pasar..tak boeh translate lolzzz
TAPI SSSIIIIAAAALLLLLLLLLAAAAAHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!
Monday, 30 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, randomness
Found this on my Picasa Album..after a full 4 years of not using it...
This was in 2006. CBSS 4E1. My best class ever. FYI I'm the black dude near the metal cabinet at the back...
More of me & my ex-class. Pity I no longer keep in touch with them...
We actually posted this outside our class!!! It's a picture of an Indonesian comedian!!! HAHA lame crap really
Me during my CIBTC in 2007...fun times also
Teachers' Day in 2007.
I can't believe all these photos still exist. I'm like beyond shock actually.
Randoms reallyCiaos ppl
Saturday, 28 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, soccer
A Guy proposes to a girl.She rejected him.
He was sad at first, but got over it the next day.
His friend asked him...
Aren't you depressed? Sad etc..
Don't you feel anything?
Guy replied....
I lost the one who wouldn't love me.
She lost the one who would love her the most....
For your info I edited this from a Facebook post from some group. So I've chosen to not be all emotional about the fact I put myself out in the open & got shot down like some Luftwaffe plane in the Battle of Britain.
Yes that shall be my decision. No point ruining a nice, crazy friendship with awkwardness. I may not be the most handsome, most smart, brilliant or cash-loaded guy around. I'm pretty forgetful most of the time anyway. I really doubt I can be a good boyfriend actually .... Besides, I miss annoying her.
But I am the "would-be-there-when-you-need-me-the-most-sort-of-guy". That's for sure.
Besides who knows, she might feel for me someday in the future.
& I would be waiting, no worries. =) I'm not going to move on. I'm just going to see this in a whole new way.
Picture time...when back to help out my bros at CD with the MRT night trainings...some random shit here
Me with the dry toilets
Entrance blast door...10 tons of steel-reinforced door
Yes I AM in the tunnel!!!
Really was the best time ever that night. Seeing familiar faces & checking up on them. Most of them retiring. CD is really losing some good veterans...
& rest in peace CPT Goh Liang Keat. You were awesome fun to work with.
OK ciaos ppl....Barcelona vs Man Utd this week. Should be great!
Wednesday, 25 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, ns, poly, randomness, saddest moments
Tyreal, Archangel of Diablo
I'm deeply conflicted.
Seriously conflicted.
Unbelievably conflicted.
Someone has been bothering me lately. She's been absolutely unreasonable. She expects me to visit her every week. It's like I can't even have my own free time. I mean I'm already working on Saturdays & I delegate all my school work on Sunday. Why must I drop everything just to visit you? I outgrew you a long time ago. & now you come back demanding things to be your way? Why should I listen to you. You weren't there during the most pivotal moment in my life...
When will you just let it go?
& I really hate this feeling...
Reminds me of me & the kiwi. Nice moments we had. Pity nothing really happen. & history shall repeat itself? I wonder if I should do anything....
Rock-climbing was awesome really. Did the 15 deg slope & straight wall. Fell off the 75 deg one though. At least I tried!
& Thursday....
I really do miss my NSF days. Can't wait to go for Night training again. Meet up with my NS friends. Disturbing my Sir again...
If you were wondering, among all the NSF-Officer relationships, me & CPT Tan Y S was the closest. He was the only one who could reign me in & I really treated him like the father I never had.
I miss hanging out with people my age. THose guys & their madness. Can't wait for tomorrow!
& if you wondering why Tyreal?
I hope to see the light soon enough. Maybe Salam & co. can help me out.
=)
Ciaos random passer by....
Monday, 23 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought
So was I really prepared for Rock climbing...
Left Ankle busted.Right shin bleeding.Right wrist busted.Blacked out again.
Nice!
Camp was awesome. But I was way too quiet. Probably because I was annoyed about the ankle & wasn't in the mood to be enthusiastic. But definitely carrying on with Rock climbing.
& this Thursday is MRT night! Should be going. Awesome-ness really. Plus I get to wear my fire boots again! Kick people's butt with steel toe cap boots!
OK random post end.
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Tuesday, 17 May 2011
Labels: huh??, just a thought, Me
Grom in Death of Hellscream
Yeah these few days I've been rather angry really.Due to nonsensical essays to write, people ignoring me, the weather & basically my inability of achieving anything, yes I am pissed.
EssaysWhy on earth do I, a Digital Media student, need to write a marketing essay? & reflections about a class trip? Do I look like a secondary school kid? True my classmates have only JUST graduated from secondary school but come on???
PeoplePeople have been generally ignoring me. I hate it. End of story.
& I find some people who can't even bother to stay awake in SMM class fucking irritating. How Fucking rude are you. Think what you a King is it? Joey would agree with me totally.
WeatherSingapore is like a freaking oven these past few days...which is just plain irritating.
AchievementI had expected to have grasp the basic concepts of Java, Social Media Marketing, Information Technology & Maths. I have yet to properly understand the loop segments of Java, which caused me to do a mini explosion in class. Social Media Marketing is just ( ) to me. IT? With a teacher which doesn't explain what of earth are the technologies there? Who merely tells me MS-DOS etc.. & expects me to understand? & the only reason why I am a pro at Maths is because I already studied the topics.
Enough talk. Let this be finished!
Auf Wiedersehen....
Monday, 16 May 2011
Labels: poly, randomness
Been a hard 2 days really...
Working non-stop for 2 days, I'm really tired. Not to mention all the IDiscover, SMM, TCS, Math,Java homework to do.
Not forgetting certain duchess to entertain. Fcuking hell won't she get it that I hate going there...
AT least the Bundesliga's over. Match day 34 ended 2-1 for the Bayern side against Stuttgart. & Gomez finishes as top scorer! Well done man.
& I keep having this strange feeling all the time. I really miss her. I do. Arghh I really miss her. I really need to think about something else & get her out of my MIND!!!
Random picture of my SP life so far!!!
Right after DMIT BBQ...nothing better to do...
My "wife" & I...I not looking at the camera by the way
The FIFA 11 boys!!
My class at FUSIONPOLIS
I have this say. this class is way too fun compared to my previous classes. The girls are so bullied by me & Vince, especially Yenting & Limei (my wife). & plus I have K-pop fans too!
Really they're the best I have so far. =)
Auf Wiedersehen
Thursday, 12 May 2011
Labels: f......
These are a few words to describe me...
1)Self-centered
2) A mugger
3) Bookworm
4) Sarcastic
5) Easily irritated
6) You do not want to see me explode!
Nearly did today.
I hate questioning...
Awkward questions about girls in my FB (for fcuk sakes she just a classmate)
Ignorant questions about copying my work when you make no attempt to understand the concept...
Using my Facebook account to post stuff....(that pisses me off) Can't even have the decency of telling me. You think you can just snatch my notebook from me like that????
Making irrelevant comments when I'm trying to work?
& insulting me with some fucked up caricature of me? You really don't know how to respect your FUCKING ELDERS RIGHT???
& just stop asking me to do things you know I wont bother with!!!
FUCK YOU BITCH!!!!
I do not appreciate people copying my work wholesale.
Monday, 9 May 2011
Labels: just a thought
Found this on Google. Nice picture of Thrall, Son of Durotan. He's one of my most favourite Warcraft characters ever....along with Death Knight Arthas.
Sheer random-ness really....
I originally intended on ranting out my irritants right now in this post but when it finally came to it, I don't really know what to say. So I'll try my best right now.
I don't know why am I so irritated. It's really more like a sense of frustration more than anything else. But I just can't seem to put my finger to it. There's nothing wrong with my life right now....good course, good classmates (with a touch of insanity) & a somewhat decent home life. Why should I be complaining? I mean my past life was way worst than this. & yet somehow I don't feel satisfied at all. It's like I'm seriously lacking something in my life & I don't know what it is.
Really irritating.
& all my pretentiousness in class is really tiring me out. Everyone knows I'm such a world-class liar at hiding my true nature. JC taught me well I guess...=)
Sleep might be my only respite. I really hate being the leader all the time. But that's who I am. I'm the combative, authoritative, no nonsense shit kind of guy.
Aren't I contradicting myself?
Arghh I need a holiday to sort out my inner wirings really.
Lucky I got this blog to be all emo on it & no one can say anything about it.
Lucky me....Ciaos random passer by
Saturday, 7 May 2011
Labels: a moment of thought, Bayern, korea, Lol, poly, randomness
Match day 33 in the Bundesliga & with 3rd firmly in their sights, I sincerely hope that Bayern Munich won't screw it up against St Pauli, the guaranteed relegated team. Hopefully with Robben & Luis Guztavo back in the line up, it would be a routine win for Die Roten.
& I can't wait for Diablo 3. Suppose to be very nice. Just mashed up Diablo, Mephisto & Baal in Diablo 2. Nice really.
& I'm starting to hate school. It's really irritating. With constant Java programming, an Idiscover lecturer who speaks in what I perceive as a foreign language as I know nothing about C-Panel ++ & whatever he speaks of. TCS & SMM are okay really. Math is surprisingly easy (OMG I can't believe I just typed that).
I rather not say anything about General Education.
Woke up at 2 today. Goes to show how tired I am...
& I'm still longing for her. Fcuk I'm being such a retard really.
& last week watched THOR!!. Heimdall is awesome really. Pity in the Nordic mythology he is the announcer of Ragnarök, Twilight of the Gods.
ARGHH DUNNO WHAT TO TYPE ALREADY!!!
& yes please check out EPIK High's new album, Pieces Part One. Umbrella ft. Younha is unbelievable.
Bye random passer by
