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Labels: a moment of thought, Bleach, typical day
& yes it's Boxing Day today. Explains the lack of people at POMO just now.
Spent the holidays watch Mythbusters. Really feel like I don't have a life at all (You don't say?). Anyways headed out to meet Shahid & Mus for LAN & lunch. Pretty nice finally getting out of the house. & thanks to Swenson's salmon, hit 1/2 of my protein quota in one meal!
Heading back to school tomorrow to finish up DBMS assignment & ISEC report. Then Wednesday for some SP Open House thing. Thursday reading M5 in the library. Friday maybe going out with my kids again. =)
Life is nice now.
Auf Wiedersehen!!!
Wednesday, 31 August 2011
Labels: Bleach, poly, randomness, typical day
Yes it's TOP from Big Bang. I just love the fact that he can pull off a pink suit. Genius.
I had a 5 min conversation with my sister just now. It really mean't a lot to me. Not to mention I visited my mum & 1st sister yesterday for Hari Raya. They were totally surprise by my arrival & the fact I've been praying recently. Religion is not one of my family's strongest points.
Nevertheless I'm glad I made the choice to answer the call of Allah. Proud really despite all the Islamaphobia. People should realise that Islam is no different from other religions. We all preach the same things anyway.
Saturday was awesome. Met up with Hilmi, Rizwan, small Fir, Farhan & his bro for iftar & DotA/Generals. Overnight too! Walk pass the Elections Building loads of times. Watched the Liverpool-Bolton match at some pub for free. Ate at some restaurant where Fir & the boss are like bros. Had intellectual conversations with Rizwan & Hilmi about my finances & this teacher from Japan. I still remember the question brought up by this wise man I should say;
"What are 3 things that cannot be moved in life?"
"A cow for its meat will taste different if it was reared in Tokyo rather than Okinawa"
"Wine for its taste will be affected by the different weather conditions"
"Your woman for she WILL change if you move her"
Absolute respect.
& I must thank Hilmi & Rizwan for the help with my study problems & what to do with it. & of course with my love crisis. I really must say, they truly tested my love for her with some hard, direct questions & criticism. Made me a better person. Thanks
Should I let go? Yes
Would I let go? No. & I have no damn regrets about it. She is the one who truly broke my heart & yet somehow this broken heart still loves her.
Rather moronic? Maybe?
The day will come when she finally realises who has always been there for her no matter what happens. Even with all my financial issues & my lack of family support, I would still provide her with the support she needs. I will earn the right to be loved by her one day. I will work for it if I have to.
Blind love really.
Fuck it I don't care. Years of being humiliated, tortured mentally & bullied have made me this way.
Today's interview was frightening. 3 deputy directors from my school. Sat down & practically told me what to do really. Have to thank them along with the nice kak at the counter along with my Personal Tutor for their support. I won't disappoint. 4.0!
& I got a fucking job! Not literally of course. Still nice feeling =)
& I'm seriously considering picking up boxing. Need to build up my ego a bit. Can't be small forever!
Lastly, it's Bulan Syawal. & i just like to say this to the mat rep. I am sorry. I don't really regret with my aggression & threats. You ought to know where I was coming from. & I know you're hurting badly right now (I assume so). So mintak maaf. If you ever need a wise old (3 years makes a whole of a difference, believe me) man to talk to, well you have my twitter & Facebook.
What is the point of being the better senior if he cannot raise his juniors to his level?
& who said old people were frail? Just ask the Old Man.
Ciaos people!
Sunday, 24 July 2011
Labels: Me, something interesting, typical day
Me in prayer
Yes I am in a mosque
Lately I felt the need to pray in a mosque. Needed to feel closer to Allah. Maybe it's because I don't really have anyone to turn to around me. My family is well.....(no comments) & my classmates don't really have that maturity level to actually advice me. Plus they're my kids & I hate my kids worrying about me. My AMPiers are awesome really, but I rather not let them think of me badly.
It's been really pressurising these past few weeks. Got an A for my SMM proposal only for people to blame their poor showing on the teacher. That's practically insulting my damn effort? Not to mention I actually helped by giving an entire framework to help everyone with their proposals...
Ungrateful I guess? Or a moment of immaturity? No idea.
Not to mention the fact that EVERYONE has been looking for me to salvage their projects. It isn't easy troubleshooting dead projects. Plus teachers expect me to be the trend setter & set the highest standards for everyone to be awed at. FML really. I'm tired. Haven't slept soundly in 4 days because of slides. & I can't let my group mates do my slides because I'll end up screaming at the low quality of work done & do it myself. Plus they're beyond frightened & panicking with Java & SMM now. Felt I should take the heat for them.
& I got roasted big time.
My fear right now would be that I would let everyone down. Scary really. People are looking up to me & I know I can't let them down. Stressful situation now. Guess I have to show them my most mature side ever, especially for tomorrow's presentation.
Guess that's where Allah comes in.
In Him I find solace, inner peace & tranquillity. For I know that He shall listen to all my pains & agonies & miseries no matter how trivial they are.Such is the purpose of religion. That's why those who propose science to be the new religion are just stupid in my opinion. Both are completely different from one another & serve different purposes in my opinion.
Strangely enough I have rarely ask for Allah to help me. Instead I pray for the people around me. 1st it was praying she would be safe & happy with him. Then when she fell sick I was practically praying furiously for her health. Then when my class mates were struggling with their work, I prayed for the strength to aid them. When my friend's Dad fell ill, prayed again. I turn to Him whenever I'm in adversity.
So thank you Allah, for listening to my rants. You are truly a friend I guess.
My friend told me I should be more selfish. Should I? It really isn't in my nature...
I guess I should.
Monday, 27 June 2011
Labels: Bayern, poly, randomness, soccer, typical day
Just watched Singapore U16s lost 4-3 on penalties to CR Flamengo. I never really expected the Singapore sides to last in the Lion City Cup. But having outwitted the likes of Everton, Newcastle & Juventus, there is hope for Singapore soccer I guess.
Thank you Cubs. You've don what the ASEAN Football winners of 2004 & 2007 couldn't do. Inspire an entire nation. Well done boys.
So apparently Thursday I had to go for a miserable IExperience visit with my class. It was absolutely hard to get classmates to RSVP to the DAMN Facebook event. But once that got settled, the visit was somewhat...
A WASTE OF MY DAMN TIME
1) Why talk about NBN when it's already being implemented?2) The make-up booth thing is completely unreal3) Internet TV? Try Laptop with Youtube/Mysoju etc.
But it was after the visit which became fun.
Poor Sean was being interrogated here by Xinkai, Zach, me, Davin, Afifah & Chiat about a chin matter
Us at the DNA-like bridge
En route to Esplanade
Step want parkour all
The damn wishing well that sucked all my $$$. FARKLAH CHEEBYE
Ok so maybe Thursday wasn't so bad after all. Friday was pivotal as I learnt what happens when you leave your notebook on with Zach & Gerrie around. Thanks for the birthday wishes everyone!
Meanwhile Saturday was great for one reason....
$99 well spent. Happiness right now.
OK MSTs tomorrow & I need sleep. Goodnight & Good luck guys. Auf Wiedersehen
Saturday, 5 June 2010
Labels: typical day
The book is brilliant. The sad story of how far would you go to save the ones you love. Even if that meant eternal damnation.
I think I was about 13, maybe 14 years old when I first tried out Warcraft 3. I remember being awestruck by the mighty Thrall, Warchief of the Horde, at first. But then I saw the beauty in the Undead Scourge. Sheer will, undeniably the most versatile army in the game, my favourite hero was the Death Knight.
Arthas, future king, champion of the Light, Paladin of the Silver Hand. Now corrupted by Frostmourne & the Lich King of the Scourge, was the first of the modern death knights. In WoW WotLK, he died, being defeated by Ashbringer. But I always felt his “death” was odd in a way. He had destroyed Ner’Zul that resided in the Helm of Domination, thus gaining complete control of the Lich King’s powers. So when Highlord Bolvar became the new Lich King, who resides in the Helm of Domination?
I do hope that that soul is Arthas. It paves way for a Warcraft 4 (maybe) The Old Gods still remain a potent threat to all who reside in Azeroth. Perhaps Warcraft 4 could be about how the Orcs, Tauren, Humans, Night Elves, Forsaken, Scourge etc. would come together to defeat the Old Gods. & the irony would be that the enemy of the Old Gods would be the enemy of the Horde & Alliance, The Lich King.
& perhaps because of Jaina’s presence in the Alliance, Arthas might be reawaken to set things right again.
Perhaps Blizzard Entertainment might notice this.
Then again I doubt.
Ciaos
Thursday, 31 December 2009
Labels: typical day
What a year..2009 A boy went to NS.Kicked some soccer balls.Passed his AsNever got into UniversityImplements extensive use of the Malay launguge& no love-life....AGAIN Funny isn't it? Relive past memories with Friends.Nice show really. PS MIO TV is pointless in my opinion. & Since Christmas is over...my b'dae as well& still awaiting any..I repeat..ANY present. Laughable really. 2010 will be awesome. Not because of the YOG 2010. Rather... FIFA 2010 South Africa!!!!! & you might recall that I bought FIFA 10 on X-Box. Got bored of that now. Lastly another Malay won S'Pore Idol...no surprises there. It's a hat-trick for all the minahs & mat-rep people. CIAO people. & Happy New Year.
Thursday, 14 August 2008
Labels: Bayern, something interesting, typical day
'Senkei Senbonzakura Kageyoshi'
Another week has come and gone. Tiring most of the time. But often or not rather painful in some aspects. I don't really know how much I can stand this pain. Though I know I mustn't give in to the agony.
Anyways Bayern Munich vs Hamburg SV. Matchday 1 of the 2008/2009 Bundesliga season.
Time to unleash my final massacre
Tuesday, 12 August 2008
Labels: Bayern, saddest moments, something interesting, typical day
"Truly a beautiful death"
Today my Geography teacher asked the lecture group this.
"Is China the black hole of the world economy?"
I was one of the few who disagreed & I based my answer on the concept of black holes itself.This was my reply,
"China is not a black hole. Sure it sucks in hell a lot of FDI. Sometimes angmoh businessmen go in never come out. But I believe it is the powerhouse of the world economy. Its products are found across the globe & it is now a global power. No, I think it's the Sun of the world economy"
Skepticism greeted me at first. But the lecturer saw reason behind my answer.
A Black hole occurs when the mass of the star is so great that it no longer has the ability to handle its own gravity strength. It collapses onto itself and soon, a state known as singularity is achieved. It is also known as the point where a black hole is formed.
& the event horizon is a point of no return. I am at that point.
I want to tell someone but I simply can't. I'm beginning to break under the pressure but I mustn't say a word. I can only hope that the people reading this are my friends & not people who would insult me further.
Doctors tell me that 20% is still a good chance but I have my doubts. I knew this will happen & I was initially ready for it but when it actually happens, you simply crack emotionally. I hate this.
But I must not let anyone else suffer. That was my promise.
Bayern Munich vs Hamburg this weekend.
& according to Caspar,he buys Puma shoes because it's a lion. It's a 4E1 syndrome.
Monday, 11 August 2008
Labels: Bayern, Lol, typical day
"A 7 goal thriller"
13-times DFB Cup winners Bayern finally overcame third division Erfurt by the odd goal in seven as the Klinsmann era got off to a winning start in a classic first-round thriller.
The 24,500 capacity crowd at the Steigerwaldstadion in the Thuringia state capital were still taking their seats when Philipp Lahm brilliantly handed the holders a sixth-minute lead, but Massimo Cannizzaro equalised midway through the first half after earlier hitting a post as the home side made a real fist of it.
Lukas Podolski immediately restored Bayern’s lead, but the visitors were never fully comfortable against the energetic minnows and half-time sub Albert Bunyaku levelled it up again just two minutes after the restart. Miroslav Klose prodded home from close range to edge the Bavarians back in front, but still the underdogs refused to lay down and die, the impressive Bunyaku netting a third equaliser with twenty minutes to go.
Toni Kroos finally broke the home side’s resistance with Bayern’s fourth ten minutes from time, but the men from Munich still had a scare or two to survive before claiming a place in the second round
From newly relaunched fcbayern.de
Today's soccer was great. Won 4 lost 2 & a host of saves really made my day. Had a dumb howler where Caspar chipped the ball over me. Idiotic because Caspar told me to catch it & all I did was watch. Idiotic indeed.
Oddly Brandon was a no-show today. Sad coz I kinda miss screaming at him when he screwed his shots.
Anyways finally finished Perfect Dark Zero on X Box 360. Final assault was against Zhang Li himself. Trick was to use any pistol with a scope. Snipe him from far. Then when he starts his regeneration powers(he absorbs his own cronies), pull out a shotgun & blow him up. Then for close range battle use the ViBlade obtainable from Mansion Infiltration Quest.
School tommorrow. CYA